Disclaimer: Although the poem is mine it is based off of an anime Chrno Crusade which I do not own. This poem was just for fun, no profit was made from it.

Reflections on Last Moments

Time stops for no man,
Nor any woman;
Yet time will stop anyone.

As my time runs out,
I will continue to smile,
Because I am with you.

Guilt, I know you feel it,
You try so hard to hide it;
Guilt for stealing my time

But you cannot steal this
As I have freely given it
No matter how you blame yourself

I hope you realize someday
This was my choice
I hold no regrets

These final moments
Sitting here, simply
Our hands entwined

If I live a thousand lives
This moment with you
Always will remain in my heart

Disclaimer: I do not own Kyou Kara Maou, it belongs to its sole owners. N profit was made from this.

I cried Inside

Everyday a new pain emerges
I should accept the inevitable
He does not love me
It was a mistake to him
No matter what I do
Nor what I say
I always get pushed away
I die a little more
And I cry to myself

He is a cheater
If it were not true, if only
I would not mind so much
It is in his nature to be kind
If only it were just women
But the knife always twists
When he chooses Him over me
Dying a little more inside
And I cry silently again

Someday I will have the courage
To go up to him an say
I love you always
Remember if you fall
Then I’ll fall to
And then I will tell him
Every time you push me away
I died inside
I cried inside

And I’m waiting for more. . .

The Lone Soldier

The lone soldier crests the hill
Anxious and afraid of his first kill
He does not know why he is here
So over run is he by bitter fear

Surveying a battle ground from his post
His gaze wanders along the bloody coast
Both friends and foe lie on the ground
Their silenced guns their burial mound

Not for the first time the soldier asks
Why was he appointed this dreadful task?
A world away from the people at home
Will he too be part of this watery tomb?

A lone soldier as young as can be
A soldier that could have been me
Fighting for his country, family and more
His task to end this terrible war

He wonders if he will return in fame
Or if he will suffer a deep seated shame
The lone soldier now seeks to destroy
The lone soldier no longer a boy

Softly Falls the Rain

The sky is darker than then at night
Though I care not for the sight
A heart yielding pain
Were I to be slain
I would care no more
And softly falls the rain

Deep down in my heart
Feeling like it is falling apart
I wonder why you are gone
Leaving me lonely anon
Forever with this pain
And softly falls the rain

I cry these bitter tears
They do nothing for my fears
I scream when I'm awake
And pray the lord to take
The pain I feel inside
The one I cannot hide
And softly falls the rain

Going Crazy

This floodgate of emotions
This frequency of thought
That never ending tirade
Ties me in a knot

I think I'm going crazy
I feel like I'm insane
This time I'm not joking
It's really quite inane

Maybe I'm just edgy
And perhaps a little mad
But my head is all confused
And that makes me very sad

A busy worker bee
Buzzing in my head
If it weren't for the quiet
I think that I'd be dead

I think I'll take a nap
I could really use the quiet
I'll can any one who wakes me up
Right now I'd really try it

Maybe I'm not so crazy
Just a little off
But so help me if you bother me
I'll knock your socks right off!

From Life to Death and Beyond Redemption

This rigorous life comes like certain pit falls,
Alas that one such as I cannot see
What awaits me within these hallowed halls,
Only praying that judgement fall on me

What more could I crave but this life I have
Which now apporaches a certain mystery?
Something that could be damning yet I laugh
Damnation ever with us through history

Reflect I upon this, this sheltered hope
That man has for salvation but that will
Only come from within now, how to cope
With a heart so heavy it would make you ill

Our only relief for this deep, dark grief
These moments before death though they be brief