Alone in the darkness,
sends chills up her spine
As she watches the rats
scurry up the vine.

A little bit of life fades with each shallow breath,
so cold and so tired she hangs her head
Being beaten since she was young
her life was full of dread.

Not wanting to go on,
having no need to surivie
She sighed on last time
her soul slips away further beyonf the point of revive.

Feeling so broken,
so hated,
this pain kills.

My soul is slowly dying,
happy memories fading,
hurtful ones taking their place.

Being loathed,
despite all the accomplishments,
it's not enough.

Apparent that there will never be love there again,
that spave is empty for now and for always,
forever being hated.

My name,
it drips like venom from their mouths,
so distant and so cold.

Fights constantly break out,
a battle for dominance it seems,
possibly even life.

It's come close to where I was beaten,
my mind broken and emotionally unstable,
my soul tainted with hate never to love again.

True emotion always hid,
appearing like everythings just fine,
mever to allow my true self out.

Why is it that everytime I'm around you I get butterflies?
Why is it that everytime we're apart I can't seemt to get you off my mind?
Why is it that everytime I try to speak to you words don't come out?
Why is it I found myself staring at you and you back at me?
Why is it that everytime i find you staring back at me I blush?
Why is this?
What are these feelings?

WAlking through the door drenched in rain, wet with tears.
Only to see you there warm and friendly,
just waiting for me to come back.
It is a comforting sight seeing you,
you always make me smile.
You turns my frown upside down,
and comfort me in my time of need.
Your always there, waiting, just waiting for when I need you the most.