Ahahahaha. Amount of page hits ~ zilch.
At least, that's what I'm reckoning the title will reel in. >.> To me it almost seems like a warning.
Come on, guys, feel ze luuurve. <3
:poke:

Anywho... these poems mean a lot to me. Obviously because they were written by me for someone special in my life. And I just wish other people could appreciate them, not just for what they mean, but how they make you feel. And obviously, notice how I feel. Since... they probably make my parents feel like they want to grab me by the hair and throw me against the wall. D;
Comments and light crit are welcome. n___n

***

Comfort

Eyes drifted open in the early morning.
Disconnected for a moment
From everything; reality
It had no meaning.

I woke.
And I swore you were there beside me,
Heart thumping, one, with mine.

I could feel your arms,
Your touch,
Your body next to mine.
And it felt like heaven.
In that one moment of time
The world could have ended,
The sun could’ve bled until it bled no more
And could’ve lost all it’s colour in a frantic pyre,
Could’ve burned itself to ashes
While we lay there,
Together,
And I wouldn’t have stirred.

Fading; and yet
Smothered, almost.

I turned.

Where were you, love?

***

Reflection

I usually see your face,
Often when I’m not looking for it.
Twin blue eyes pass over a crowd
And collide with a face like yours.

There’s that rush.
That kaleidoscope.
Equally,
I’m blinded
And dazzled
By the memories
And thoughts
Of you.

Cheeks flushing,
Face aglow,
Even my eyes widen,
And I unwillingly crack a smile.
Yet I suddenly look away.

I don’t need to explain to you why.
But yet for all the smiles,
For all the joys,
For all the happiness you bring me,
Knowing I can’t have you,
That’s it not really you I’m seeing…
It hurts.

Heart/Head

I can’t believe that I love you.
Me.
How could I have let
Such a thing happen again?

Love is a mistake.
It grabs you by the head
And the heart
And jerks you in every which way.
It takes you over;
Like cancer,
It spreads.

It killed off all my judgement.
And totally rewrote
Everything I thought I was.
And everything I thought I could be.

Loving you
Has always been like that.
Where once I was level-headed
And self-assured
You broke me.
Infected me to the core.
How could you then possibly have healed those wounds?
Those wounds that you, yourself, forged.
Tore open.
That you diseased.

I’ll never know.
But you did.

I had to change everything.
Mould my hopes.
Alter my dreams.
I created a system,
And, as it seems, the outcome;
Would evidently be you.

Tell me,
Can I ever be the only one for you?

***

Requited
[:heart: won the Valentine's Poetry contest on Roli :heart:]

It's just like any other day.
Heart beating fast,
Thoughts reflecting on you.
... just like any other day.

If I kicked back the covers
And opened my eyes,
You wouldn't be there, would you?
... just like any other day.

Cheeks flushed.
I want to look beautiful for you.
Will you let me?
Can I do that for you, today?

Your words have physical actions too;
A compliment, a caress.
Fingertips over my skin.
Is it in light of the day?

'I love you'.
Speechless.
I finally stammer a response .
... it's not like any other day.
Not now.
I love you too.
With every fibre,
Every cell,
Of my being.
And I do, so much more than yesterday.

Won't You Stay?
[ to be read as a song; it's had an attempt at being poematised, but to no avail 8D ]

Sometimes it’s hard to be
The second in line to someone
It’s breaking me.
And sometimes I die inside
To think of all the times I’ve cried
Won’t you come home tonight?
By my side?

When I come on home
I think about it - all alone
And I throw across the room
Anything that reminds me of you

When I’m outside
In the cold - it's a dark night
And I kick across the ground
Anything, just to make a sound
I could scream at the top of my voice
But that isn’t a choice
Since you won’t hear.
Since you're not here.

Sometimes it’s nice to be
The only one in line for someone
Yet lately... you’re ruining me
And sometimes I cry inside
To think of all the times I’ve died
You know I need you
Won’t you come home tonight?
By my side?

Just take a lesson
From the bottom of my heart
It’s hard to think now
That we’ll always be apart
Here’s a simple picture
Of how I want us to be
Don’t we look so happy?
You and me?

Can you hear me?
Am I at last coming through?
I guess it’s just meant to be.
Or maybe because I wrote this for you.

There’s no other love that feels like this
No other lips I’d rather kiss
This - it’s for you
No matter what I say or what I do
You have to know, that I’m crazy over you

Sometimes it’s nice to be
At the end of the longest line
Finally you’re here with me.
And sometimes I smile inside
To think of us like this - side by side
You know I love you
Won’t you stay here tonight?
By my side?