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tarot cards the tarot cards are nice, I unfortunately do not own such a nicety. I have had mine read, but the superstition around it, and people wondering. I should make my own deck, like many decks, i want to remake it but then, it losses it's magical qualities. No one else seems to have any they want to show me, I saw a very nice deck once, but people seem to think i am not that into this stuff. It is nice, but there is other stuff. But I am fascinated with them, like astrology, it would be nice to have them all memorized, so in the end, can I, be fascinated with the cards, with the cards that hold every existence of fortune, the wheel of fortune, and how death isn't always bad, I feel well knowing that. that is the power of the tarot cards. |
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the soul is taken My soul lies, where all is left but an empty hole. It has shattered, split into shards, but I own yet a small fragment inside me, the part that shatters like glass. Another belongs in this portal of my computer, apparently on this site, as if it does not matter at all. This portal is the first box that holds my sol, it has a huge chunk of it, both on and off the site, it moves, like water, knowing it cane take my time and that I can't live without it. Another lives in a large box, a place, called crown, with it's glass windows and open space. My soul resides there, that place creates projects, tells me what I should do, and gives me inspirational void at times so that I can work. It dominates the others when it can, once I walk in there there is no turning back, it is a must work attitude there, and at that, it hold my soul, and shattered it, by gripping it hard wanting me to create perfection. |
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the soul is taken part 2 The soul sits in yet another box, not glass, not a portal, but instead in a black one. one that eats thin pieces of plastic, and then creates a portal. The portal to video games. It was taken in october, when a game came out, now it plays with pretty colors of DDR. It finds never ending amusement that is for three to four hours long, it is proof that it can continue it's happy state. It is where the world doesn't exist. In the black box. The game was a simulated MMO, and I played it every waking moment I could, at forty-five minutes at a time, even on lunch break, I would rush home to play, just to get to the next story line,. That game ended, and DDR started. It liked the scythes and hack and slash better, as it did love Kingdom Hearts 2 also, but in it's love, it must be in moderation. That soul does not want to come out to often, it does not ask to be played with, for it knows in has to be done in moderation, and in excess it will hurt everyone, and all other souls will get mad at it, so it stay closed off and small. |
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the soul is taken part 3 The soul is then shattered, to smaller things, a big section exists in anime, ands maller parts in each other obsession that keeps me busy. This busyness keeps me happy,and in this busyness all my other souls are happy. This way one can not be shattered so that all of my soul is shattered. But the soul remains clear, it is pure, not tainted, and in that will want to where everything it can. It is in the end that I want the soul to grown, each individually,and collectively one day I can give my soul to another, so that one can remember the fun times I had when nothing mattered at all. I have goals, and the soul must be there to complete a goal I am passionate about, is that is why I have so much of the shatter soul scattered into the wind, it keeps everything there, but when my soul breaks, does it's points pierce the heart or is the the heart that shatters the soul. It is that small part left in what was once a large place and now is just a void, that I have learned it can break no matter how small. |
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rigid decision I don't want to spar with already. You are a friend, I won't really tlak with you much , i don't want to, so just go away. I understand I left things uneventful but I can't be around you long. Yes I found amusement in what I got you, but it was because I knew I was getting stuff from you. You deny food from me so I hate you for that, it is like no I don't want your crap then a can I talk with you issue. I hate sparring with you, I would hate it, you'll hurt me, and I hate the real injury, I like the cloud that tells me I am strong, I hate it being broken. So it is a go away. I have someone with you when I go see you, I don't like the whole you say just a min, it is longer, you always want to talk to me, I just have to tell you no over and over and over again,it is annoying. I hater persistence to nothing that is within reason. Use your damn logic, I can't talk to you while in summer, I get weird, I hate it so go away. I like you in club, but not around you and just me, that is bad. It is asking for disaster, you will get yourself hurt, and I will break. You will hate me more, but I just want to haven before you find my full weakness. I am going to now, walk away, walk away. I can't handle you twice in a night, so go away. My patience around you is gone, like a shield slowly diminishing, it is done with, so go, go do what you were suppose to do. |
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to run In just a day I change back I tolerance is at the end let me be anti social I am opposite so let me go keep away I hide when I can not go out when I can so go away, into the darkness my rigid layer you are wanting to piece it you try to continually only time away makes it stronger I don't want you to pierce it it is something I want not so go away go away, I will run run away from my room run from everything I shall run run to the other dorm so go away my time off is precious so go away run run to the piano to the portals I can live in so run run to the ends of the earth and just become the shadow that no one sees as i continue through running though my time |
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concert of a day part 7 (this is defiantly my longest multiple part story so far). I continue to talk, seeing a very beautiful star, I love it dearly, I want to add to it and make it prettier. I also want to prove myself, prove I can actually do everything, be the best, know so much in all the series, but I don't and it makes me sad. I should know it all, I want to prove myself to the guys. They find me a legend eh, a thing I already feel I am not. In the end though it becomes a case of needing to go to the glass box and to do something. I do very little but I do work, showing and preparing skills for the next day. The next day is workaholic day. And when I am in the end tired, the dragon chooses to sleep while wanting to work more. |
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sleep or not, I want to earn gold, and well it is possible, but how can I I am chang and no money but this feeling, this feeing of hours online mean multiple amounts is nice can i run into a book I go I should finish it I should have an hour nap but if I do then where shall I live I am lost lost in the world running from multiple people embracing none my back is light my thoughts not clear so can I run full speed or should I just watch as each part of me falls off. so that slowly I leave a trail as I slowly disappear so that at the end there is none of me left so I am untraceable to an end |
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overwhelming you are overwhelming it takes but a few minutes other than hi for me to get overwhelmed tired of it all test not my patience you should stop you should stop trying and let me hide hide in the corner of my life so go away both of you I want to be with the girls understanding everything understand and deal with them I can be with guys but when I gave one a key recently I am inclined to not do anything. so let me run to my work which holds my soul and let me run I will come back with time but grow in that time or I will continue to stay away from you |
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concert of a day part 8 (still getting to long) it wakes up in a clear box, it is confusing, but it wants to not be ther again, so it leaves, walking into the purity, which wakes her up, nothing but it's life, it is then, that it starts to learn, it wants to head up to a nearby house. It runs over, too cold to speak, and brings this time I brown box. She has many boxes in ohter room, all to be shared, that is what she is a sharing person. We dance around, hitting buttons with others in the small grey room in the metal grey house, but in the end, the main character collapses and heads home, sharing her brown box freely. the purity is cold, and the dragon can't even fly, for the chilling purity is raining on her so much she wants to just run fast with the short legs all home, but instead she covers herself in black, trying to block the purity, and becomes a dark ball in the white. And then, she runs back to her friends. |
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freedom it is free is it the cage has just expanded the weight lifted on the floor pushed against the cage,bending it, making it bigger but we are never truly free, we are birds caged by out environment so we shall never fly free but we can fly we can crawl we can walk but can never walk past the boundaries of society or of ourselves. |
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neutral I am neutral, neither here nor there. I am there, just watching guardian I am the one who lives lives to watch lives to do nothing by myself I would be a vampire that would sit on top a roof and do nothing but watching the humans through the centuries but it is such a case that I watch I think about people and how they operate so it is nice so I will be neutral not needing anything not happy not sad, I know that my happiness is going to turn to the depression but currently none of the above just content so can we just return it is tomorrow that I will again have fun or so I hope :) |
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going greek greek is but a decision, it is a case, I at least have it off my back. I wasn't thinking it, but now I am choosing to. The kitchen, the TVs, the couches, the small room for my own, it is all nice. I now have what I want, and everyone made their own decision. It is my friend and I and at that she choose similar to why I did. It is best, she chose on her own, I knew she would not go without anyone else, but she made a decision separate from me. Then the wagon disappeared. And in the end, one of them can't come anyway, as if blocked from it all. I sit, confused why there is a bra there, it has always been odd, but I guess here it is not that surprising. And fun things, puzzles, and video games, and everything else. Why I am in this room with mostly guys, and one girl is beyond me, but it will be a place of secrets soon. Until then, it is just a place of silliness. |
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But I figured it was one of those joke things. Probably a gag gift or something. And I do wonder about the bandwagon thing. Is it like for sure, for sure that Liz can't join? And I dunno about Ashlie... She probably would've joined if Liz did, but now there's only two of us joining, and I think Ashlie might have only been giving in because it would be with Liz. *shrugs* Well, we'll see. |
we will see. I wasn't quite sure Ashlie's motive anyway. At least we did what we wanted anyway, it is a bit sad that Liz can't but it makes sense, it is a bit her fault. Off to drabble about that before the night. Yes we will see. Also the first time I was in here there was 3, now only one, but it has always been in there.
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it ends up that for breast cancer awareness is why the their is always a pink bra hanging. They did a pink bra tree so that people noticed that they were doing a breast cancer awareness, then again it wasn't every day that bras show up on the iit campus...but yeah, that is what it is for.
drabble part poem bra one bra two each pink all looking the same all different one goal to show what is left when the woman is left it isn't the same but it is an awareness of the cancer so together they stand fighting one cause forever hanging on a tree. |
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the grades the grades mean so much and yet so little to watch a friend fail a class simply for not showing up I think ti is all her fault that requires nothing but walking out to a building. I sleep in my classes but at the very least I am there It was her responsibility it is like those who fail from not doing homework not because they can't but because they are lazy it shows something about you can you not just go do one thing to at least hold a C in the class. academic prohibition makes sense and with that come consequences she mentions nothing of it but she is banned banned from entering certain events banned from continuing like I am, with life gaining positions on council trying to strive so why do people become lazy enough to not even get off their butts and stand and walk forward to a future they see |
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striving striving to compete even if they are not I want to go against myself become better be a better artist better designer earn more gold on mene have more manga but it is then where is this all going I have more last I heard someone has not exceeded one hundred but I have and far have at over five hundred what now I share my wealth then architecture makes sense each art piece, like the next should be better if they can be but there are times for breaks that I just can't continue more posts on mene is there where a newbie, in a few months is rich ? or is it to save up I want to save it all up for I would love it all I do not do exchanges though but are they, like all other competitions worth it? |
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the feeling alone thrown away all necessities not wanted leaving only the pants I feel my hair trickle down like a waterfall it falls it lies on my back \not scratching it but rather lying there, wanting to brush up against it sensual bit is a alone feeling feeling of without a shirt feeling dominant feeling strong yes able to feel all the wind rushing past on my skin directly no issues with the fabric that seals in the heat but causes less touch my body fat it shows but I ignore it none of it is necessary for it shall all be there when I sleep I want to sleep feeling more manly my arms exposed my small chest more like a guys so why can't I be like them and not wear a top at times it is wonderful feeling myself as my hair exists, swishing to a fro loving the male side all the better |
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winding down my head hurts I am done for the day i want to come home home to a bed that is about it some stuffed animals a computer but it is hard to continue to type when there is no sleep left but what was given a bit the night before caffeine does nothing I want people to not come so I can fall into a dark sleep but is sleep for an hour worth it? or is it meaningless I can read for longer. Or post for more gold? but kadaj tells me so so I will sleep so that I can wake up again and can win at anime things to prove I am worth it |
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(it has been a long time since I even looked at my list :P) The colors come up, with a small amount of background. It all exists that with it's oddities, meant only to move you. It is only anime if it is in Japan, but then what is the american made series? It is then that I have come to understand that each one, like it's own television series, is a stand alone. Also ends up that each normally have a minimum of two genres, I love to watch it, it fills me up, it amuses me. It shows that there is happy silly things in life. I watch as each thing that is shown that is very weird, and confusing, but hilarious none the less, watching the girls show up, it seems silly, they get more confusing with their plot like, but it is silly. Each character confusing, with each a back story, one episode though, not even needing the multiple, for anime seems to make each episode a good stand alone, and not be insane. |
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starfish I swear I don't lie it is jsut a tease I have no intention of anything but they are pretty and you would liek one it is in that I like to tease the starfish are real I think 5 in total but it is amazing I would love to keep one and I will ask soon the anime has no reasoning for me but it is silly I will watch it all anyway Will work for stars, should be something I do, I have full access to it all, so it shouldn't be a problem I have carve them, and make them each how I want anyway, so it will be interesting at the very least, there will be amusements, I should do something for their grad party too. |
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it seems silly. I am finally at 100 but what does that mean have I just found more ways to waste time than I thought 100 of manga was when i stopped counting 100 gold is going by fast, but at 100 posts per a day, I figure that is a bit more amazing at around 100 episodes I seems to find other series more than boring, and stop wanting to see them. At 100 it is too long, it is proof of sticking with it. what is special about a number I know not, but that at 100, hyaku, it is nothing but everything or nothing. too much or too little. it is a goal, determined in 100. But then, what is 1000. Sen, is it even that? Or is it just 10 hundreds that make it so amazing? it the end, the series of numbers are beyond knowledge. Beyond comprehension, so they are sacred, known as special numbers, as markers of success, for all the years to know. |
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why does one come in panting did she realize her failer or is it her therapy it is stupid she is trying to kill herself but she doesn't understand it is true she wants to kill it all all the pain she has all the emotions she feels she is running literally and physically so in the end does she understand her own actions her own emotions what is the psychiatric doing probably little but I am against these they seem to not help so she is still running still worrying so what is left? please don't continue but you will never hear this I want you to stop but you won't listen to me |
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guardian I am not quite a guardian I want to be I want what I use to be but it is in the end that I see it all I see the destruction I see that I can't help them my logical side takes over so then what now cause I know I can't save them so then I can't live so I can't do anything I watch as people go through hurting themselves so now what I am a broken one so now I am a fallen guardian lone walking forever watching as I hurt others but watch them too and know I can no longer save if they don't want it |
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