oh a nice combination.

Thanks!

WHat's with the Panty on the head Clock & Where can I get one? XE

Divacita: Clocks panties are Channah Panties and they were an '08 EI.
Clock doesn't know if anyone is selling the panties.

Stars happy ^_^

woo, yay Star!
o uo

Oh Thanks Clock for the info. Probably to expensive for Div anyway.XC

---------- Post added 10-01-2012 at 12:31 PM ----------

It's always great to be Happy Star & Healthy to.

Diva; Clock has no idea what they sell for,
Clocks were given to her.

Originally Posted by Divacita

Oh Thanks Clock for the info. Probably to expensive for Div anyway.XC

---------- Post added 10-01-2012 at 12:31 PM ----------

It's always great to be Happy Star & Healthy to.

AMEN to that.. star's leg is healing.. which is adding to her happyness..

-floats around-

Divacita: Channah Panties are going for 2000 gold in the market place..

-rolls around-

hello

---------- Post added 10-24-2012 at 06:27 AM ----------

how is everyone this fine day?

Clock is good,
a bit sleepy though.

@My Friends;

...and I did it again, suddenly disappearing for a longer time.

I am so very sorry and I'll make sure to catch up to everything as soon as possible.

An explanation, a detailed apology and all that stuff will come in a couple of hours. I need to go for a bit for now - just posting this as soon as possible before I lose my nerve.

Again, I am very sorry. Please don't hate me.

EDIT: As to the full explanation/apology:

First and foremost, let me apologize to everyone who should have gotten prizes from me that I wasn't around to give out, or who worried over me thanks to not hearing anything from me.

Fact is, I have had a very difficult time the past few years, leading to my previous disappearance. Then it got even worse and I disappeared again.

My depression returned with a vengeance; stress from exams got to me as well. My grandmother died in autumn 2011 (not that long before I disappeared again), and while at first this had no real effect on me, the mourning set in a few months later, playing a role in my disappearance.

In the summer of 2011 I have had glandular fever and I am still dealing with the exhaustion from it. My resistance against illness is terrible at the moment, leading to having been ill roughly 80% of the past 15 months.

I have had headaches and migraines near permanently since I was hit by glandular fever. My tonsils keep getting themselves infected and the doctors refuse to remove them; I have had 15 cases of tonsillitis in the past half year alone. I strained my ankle twice, all muscles in my body are completely f'ed up thanks to severe weight loss, I've had ten normal throat infections, two ear infections and a lung infection, as well as a lot of other shit.

My weight went down rather badly and still refuses to get back up (and how would it if I constantly am either ill, recovering from being ill or slowly falling ill again?) to where it should be. I am bordering on underweight at the moment.

Then my boyfriend and I had two serious scares that he might have cancer - first some strange thing in his private areas, which was "just" a cyst the size of a dove's egg, then a few weeks ago regarding problems with his lungs, which ended up being a severe lung infection instead.
His father has had two seizures in the past year. His sister's medicines against Tourette once again stopped working, so now she's on new ones. Third time in two years, from what I understand.

My mom keeps going on but the loss of her mother thanks to Alzheimer and Parkinson hit her badly. My dad lost his job and together with two former colleagues runs his own business now. The stress seems to be getting to him rather badly and every month it's hoping enough money gets in. So far, they're managing, but who knows for how long?

My grandfather - my mom's mother - found a new love recently, his second one in all of his life as he had been together with my grandmom since they were both teenagers - but I personally can't stand her, and neither can anyone else in the family I know. Still, I am happy for him.

Then they got a serious scare that she had cancer. Wasn't the case, but for a moment we were all afraid my granddad would be losing two people he loved in less than two years. Three if you count friends, as one of his friends and neighbours is dying from cancer.

Then he had to be operated on his eyes, and he's deadly afraid of narcosis and such. Not nice.

My paternal grandmother's hearing is slipping away further and her health, which always used to be good for her age, is starting to get worse too.

My sister ran away last winter and lived with her then-boyfriend for two months. She's been back for a while now, but that caused a lot of shit as well. Now she has a job, but they're making her work too hard and long for too little pay, in my opinion. She's getting even more problems with her feet and legs then she already had.

With the stress that's getting to everyone here, there have been verbal fights between mom, dad, sis and me near-daily.

I am completely exhausted, physically, emotionally and mentally.

But I've realized I need to have fun, need to have people to talk to and do things I like. For me, Menewsha has always represented that, and so I am back.

Here's to hoping it'll be for a bit longer this time.

Consider my charity to be up-and-running again. I am working on getting all prizes and such paid out, as well as dealing with my back-log of PMs (mostly pings, from what I've seen, so that shouldn't take too long).

Silenia: I will keep your family in my prayers. I am glad you are back. *huggles* I am always here if you need anything at all.

-huggles Kirin back-

It's good to be back. I'm glad as well. Happy that people still remember me, sorry to have made so many people worry.

*hugs on Silenia* Oh my gosh. It sounds like you have been on a roller coaster. I'm so sorry. *hugs on tighter* I hope things start to smooth out a bit. I can relate to two of the things which makes all the rest seem even more powerful. I have had depression issues all of my life and recently had to double my medication because the lower dose stopped working; my grandfather died in September this year. All of that alone is hard but with everything else that is going on around you must have been unbearable. You must be a really strong person to be able to get through all that and still come out to say 'I'm okay.'

*hugs on* I'm glad your back. ;D

-hugs- I'm sorry for you as well. I don't do medicines for depression myself (my mind and body both tend to react very badly to most if not all meds) but I know what its like when depression returns with a vengeance. Haven't had it for all of my life, but since age seven or so, so it feels basically the same. Not like I can actually remember much from before then anyway.

Losing someone is always hard. -huggles-

I'm not sure if I'm strong, I just am more stubborn than a pack of oxes. Oh well, at least it means that I can say that I'm still standing. -huggles-

Glad to be back, and very happy to hear so much kind words from so many people already. <3

Good to see that you're back Silenia.

Thank you, BBR.

-squishes Sil-

-is being squished by squidhatted Clockie-

Hey dear. <3

hello loves <3

Hello, Fiona. =)