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Cryssu: Hopefully tonight. If not then tomorrow I'll finish it after I get out of work. Another 5a shift ahoy. :sighs:
u-u That was pretty rude, though I'm sure you got the "You should have gone to bed earlier!" schpiel, too. What'd you do to your mouth? D8 I'll live. :snugs: Just considering saying fuck it and forbearing my loans again because I just can't stand it being held over my head anymore. Dem: I'm tired, nursing a headache and just generally irritable at my life. But I'll deal somehow. |
Hope you feel better Ise.
Thanks Ceridwen. It was az_stars. |
Trying. :sighs: But I don't expect it to get much better until I somehow find a way to get on my feet and live somewhere else.
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*nods* Guh, intense lameness. >o<;; *pets*
Oh, of course. Hell, we kept asking them to shutup and 'you always keep us up talking to Matt on the computer!' or basically, 'we don't fucking care, we're not being loud' 'then HOW HAVE YOU WOKEN US TWICE?'. They had a friend show up at 1AM, so of COURSE they were up until 9, cause their friend had a work shift at 8. O: I can't say the words I'm thinking on Mene. -_-;; That's just it... I've been sick for the two months straight. First he couldn't kiss me (...or anything else) for the flu, then period, then a really bad infection, then, we were so used to no affection for almost a month we just....didn't. Then I got sick again. .__.;; It hurts so much that I just keep bawling. I'm really prone to really bad ulcers in my mouth that take up my entire throat or lips so I can't close my mouth or talk or kiss. So I have one now+period. -_- Still preferable to the 2" one I had on my throat along with serious tonsil stones two weeks ago, though, ahaha.... Ah, and my family has been far nastier than usual. Lol. But I'm going to dinner and a concert tomorrow with him and I won't let ANYTHING ruin it. *nods* I really hate that... =/ *snuggles* Stupid loans. Demanding: Ah. ^^ I really like it. <3 Makes me want to paint some chibis. XD |
Hey Isehkat, Cryssy. 8D;; Here's to me, butting in again.
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Thanks!
Well I really do hope everything works out for you. |
Annachu... *snuggle* =A= <3333
Demanding: You're welcome, and thanks to you too. :3 <3 Here's hoping. |
@ Cryssy - ;3; Traaainer. *labuzabs*
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I missed youuuu.... =A= *cling*
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Cryssu: Much, so my arse has to be in bed by 9:30 at latest again. So much for a movie tonight u-u
Ugh, wtf.. and your mom is okay with said friend showing up at 1a and staying? >< Stop getting so freaking sick, lady! :baps before clinging: I don't know how you're just so freaking sick all year round D8 This is what makes me think the health care system up there still has it's major flaws, despite some better perks. You need more help and less stress to get you healthy >< Who're you going to see? <3 Anna: Hey, what's up? |
Hey Dystopia, Goblin Maiden asked could you post your poem again. It's not showing up.
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D: Booo, 9:30. That's just unnatural. What did you want to watch? >:
Well, I didn't get all the info, but I think she had nowhere to go? So mom said she could sleep here, but she never slept, at all. -_- And was a HUGE... Well, I can't say that word either. :'D Well, it's ALL stress and allergies. I'm allergic to everything and have stress disorders. Couple that with psychotic family and BOOM, flare up. I mean, he's been here for almost the full two months and we haven't even done it. Once. Can you see why I'm so upset? We've tried, we're just always interrupted...Ahaha.... Three Doors Down. I get free dinners and concert tickets at the casino. <33 The downside is, we couldn't find a ride, so we have to take a free shuttle that stops in the middle of town at like, 1 am to get home. .-. |
u-u I know, but that doesn't even give me a full 6 hours of sleep given how long it takes me to fall asleep and how much I've been waking up from bad dreams or heat lately.
-_- Didn't have anywhere to go...? She doesn't, y'know, [I]live[I] somewhere? Talk about being inconsiderate in someone else's freaking house to boot, wtf. Yeah, getting out of your house will help with the stress I hope. Short of that, a counselor to help you manage the remaining stress (something I'm needing again.. starting to cry everyday again if I'm angry, depressed, overwhelmed etc...) would do wonders .-. The allergies I don't know enough about on how to deal with .-. ><; Yeah, I can see how that would upset you. That's happened to me several times when things just get too busy or we're too tired or whatever. The intimacy time just kind of dies or we're interrupted by having to do shit for other people. Ooh, good deal short of the shuttle issue D8 |
vov;; *petpet* Know that feeling all too well. Wish I could help. ;~;
I've given up on asking. XD There's always something or someone at all hours, here. I've been crying every day of the visit. XDD;; he helps, though. I know it'll be better when we get out, because when we have a day alone I don't get sad even once, I'm just happy go lucky. The allergies suck cause there's only one medication I can take in the whole world and it's not covered. D<;; Stupid heart condition... And I'm going camping this weekend during ragweed season when I'm deathly allergic and hate camping, but promised my dad, lolz. XD Exactly. *nod* We always end up just falling asleep any more. I don't blame him and he doesn't blame me, but, argh. I keep thinking, 'i won't see you for four months, come on!'. I'm excited. I arranged it back in May. <333 Frankly, if we win like we did last time we went out there, I'm not coming home. -_- Hotel room please. Just for a quiet sleep for once. |
I don't usually wake up from bad dreams, but I had two and I remembered them both this morning. Disturbed me a little....
=3= :murrs, muttering like an old lady: I hear you u-u; I must've driven Jace mad when he visited me while I was in school. I'd start to get depressed/weepy the day before he had to go (and he'd only be there 3 days...). As it is I've been taking out a lot of stress on him lately and I don't mean to. I know he's trying his best to make time for me, I'm being selfish and wanting so much more. :sighs: http://www.pinupgirlclothing.com/bur...cil-skirt.html <--- so want that by Bebruary or May.. he'd love it on me. He's requested something like it for years now. u-u;; D8 You seriously need coverage to get that medication, lady. You need those allergies toned down. Whatever happened to the whole losing some every 7 years anyway? x3 Do iiiiit. Be sure to let me know how it was! |
So I read. ><;; I'm so used to nightmares I forget how they affect others sometimes. *snug* It's nice waking up to him after a bad dream, though...
xD;; *nods* Ehh, I get like that a lot during his school year. He'd leave to do homework and I'd get pissed off. I was never really mad at him, just things around me, but I'd feel so betrayed that he'd leave when I was upset even though he had no choice. I think we should come with warning labels. XD;;;; Oooh, so sexy. I think Matt wants to see me in a skirt, period. XD I really like that. <3 I have no idea. :gonk: My doctors usually give me free ones out of pity. But I even had to buy my own ibuprofen lately, and seeing as I go through that in like, a week, yeah. -_-; Yesterday I had double my usual dose (which is okay, most adults take 500+ and I only take 200 normally, so I had 400) and was still in pain. h, definitely. I'll be sneaking photos if I can. :'D I love 3 Doors Down. <3 |
Hey there. :B
Is anyone else as exhausted as I am? -flops and dies- What's shaking? |
h, I'm dead, Val. XD;; And my arteries? O: You? <3
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Oh I'm pretty sure my arteries were clogged from all the brownies I ate and the reason why I had to work out so much. xD;
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I want brownies!!
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Oh man, brownies would be ambrosia right about now... :drool:
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Yes they would. Oh have you tried the golden oreos? They are amazing!!
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Never heard of them. o3o
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You should try them. If you like cookies that is. I love them! I'm almost done with the pack already. :drool:
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I really like the mint ones. =9
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