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Bahumbug!
indeed i know i still am in the christmas spirit but i am sad, lonely, confused and heartbroken for the holidays.... this is a pretty lame christmas present from my now ex of 11 months... so its really hard for me to enjoy it as much as i should T_T
Anything happen to you thats ruining your holiday spirits? if not this holiday has anything ruined one of your past holidays? |
My grandmother died on the 21st of November, and we've been having a lot of disasters since then.
Not only s there no time to be in the Christmas spirit, we just don't feel like it this year. |
My dog died the day before Christmas 5 years ago. Since, it's been kinda hard to be in the spirit on that day. v.v
And I just lost my job a week ago...>.< |
My fish died this morning. T_T
And my gf is being forced to work Christmas. I mean, I understand that it's friggin' WalMart and they have no hearts, but JEEZ, the store's CLOSED on Christmas. What the hell are they having her do in there? She unloads trucks! There won't be any! >_< On the bright side, I haven't seen my ex in two years, but we arranged a meeting yesterday and it wasn't so bad. Sometimes, it just takes time. If you really loved someone, you'll want them to be happy with someone else. If you were really close and best friends before hand, it just takes some time to cool down and lots of casual talking and trust building again. It's taken her a whole year for her to cool down around me, but it's been worth it. I just miss my friend. (Oh, and last night I got to watch the Princess and the Frog for a second time, this time with my mother. <3) |
That sucks for your girlfriend having to work. I was scheduled to work...but, then again, I just got fired. :3
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My grandfather died two days before Halloween a couple of years ago. And my dad lost his job the following week (same year).
Since grandpa is still dead and dad is still unemployed, I don't really like Halloween much :[ |
I haven't really had any disasters... as of yet.
But, my Dad's girlfriend was in a car accident yesterday- Her computer broke & she lost her job. Yep, all in the same day. : P I felt bad cause it was when I was visiting them. D : |
Humz my christmas was ruined 5 years ago when my mother died.
It will never be the same ever again. And I don't have my own house with my boyfriend anymore, which means we have to be all fake-happy-cosy-family with his parrents, which I don't want. We are always fighting, then we have to be all nice to eachother? When all the christmas decorations are gone they are gonna pick on me again with stupid stuff. They are like Harry Potter's uncle and aunt. |
this christmas is just depressing. Seriously. I try to sing a carol and everyone looks at me like O.o
I need an elf hat... |
My grandmother and Aunt phoned me not to say merry christmas, but to shout at me for something I had not done, but my cousin had. ]=> They didn't even say sorry, when they found out earlier today. Really rotten of my family not to apoligize and shout so near christmas. But I'm sorry about your ex D: -hug-
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2 years ago, my mother had a stroke about 2 weeks before Christmas, the night she took me and my brother to the city for early Christmas gifts of snow boots and coats. She survived, and actually got away with little damage, but she's been very sick the last 2 years and hasn't really felt like celebrating, and hard times where she couldn't work anymore and was still waiting to be approved for long term disability meant we didn't have much for Christmas. But it was fine, its this time of year I realize how close I was to losing her forever.
BUT! she is back on her feet this year, she decorated the whole house again, baked a million cookies, there are gifts under the tree... It really feels like Christmas this year, first time in a long time. |
It's my first Christmas single since I was eleven.
I'm also on my red days. I've never had a great love for the holidays anyway. |
I know how you feel. Feeling the same way about my holidays. -__-
I don't know what to do about it. |
For me, this year (and many years passed), it my parents fighting. -shrug-
My mom just kicked out my dad today so I'm not sure how things will end up. All I know is that I'm very stressed and my anticipation for Christmas has all but disappeared. I'll randomly get excited if someone is talking about it, just because I feel obligated to, but other than that... I'm rather blank and numb about it. |
I haven't been allowed to see my boyfriend of three years since the end of the summer because he got really stressed out and kind of told my parents off... He's tried to apologize to them a bunch and stuff and his mom wants me to come over tonight so he's going to call my mom and try to talk to her. I hope I can see him, I miss him a lot.
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I guess for me it was a few years ago. There was a really bad wind storm in my area and this giant tree in my back yard got uprooted and thrown through my window three days before Christmas. It destroyed that half of my room and I was sitting on the other half at the time and you better bet that I get scared every time the wind blows now. I wasn't hurt, but the paramedics checked me anyway when they found out I was in the room (the next door neighbors called 9-1-1 because they saw the whole thing, but we didn't because no one was hurt) because there was glass shattered all over the place and stuff, but none of it touched me.
My brother made a joke almost immediately afterwards. "God gave you a Christmas tree this year in your room!" That's what he said. He's kind of infamous in my family for making jokes at inappropriate times. XD |
Well it is not a great Christmas for me,my hubby and my mom because we have no money for Christmas presents and we were not even able to get all the dinner stuff we usually get.
the main reason this has got me kind of bummed is because I remember when I was younger before my mom had her stroke she ALWAYS found a way to pull a really good Christmas together for all of us..and now that is it my turn to do the same for her I fail :( but I still have the Christmas spirit to a degree because I know God has blessed us with a loving family :) |
My head hurt this afternoon when I woke up. I was out way too late last night with this wicked party. My holiday sucks cause of this headache.. I need Tylenol.
No matter how shitty things may seem. There are a lot of things to be thankful for. =3 Hopefully ya'll have a great christmas and new years! |
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We are having the same kind of Christmas here, too, no presents, no tree, no anything, but I'm trying not to think about that. Just trying to spend time with the people I love, participate in Christmas events like this online and watch Christmas shows and movies. It makes me feel really happy. =D |
My mom brought me with her to go to the grave yard today. Before we went there, she need to get somethings for it. And it takes forever and there's traffics everywhere. so I am kind of annoyed now and don't have much Christmas sprite.
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Well last year on the way how for New Years I crashed my car, and well, I no longer have a car.
So I wasn't able to afford to make it home for christmas and stuck by myself with a cat. Probably going to be online drunk at one point. |
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The only Christmas I couldn't fully enjoy was once when I was far from home and those I loved so much. Mom moved us away so she could be a teacher some place and it was hard on us...but we moved back! |
I've got no spirit, this year... I feel like there is no Christmas.
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My dad lost his job a week ago so it did put a damper on our Christmas (he's the only provider of my family).
Luckily there was an opening at another company. They're allowing him to work for a couple of months before they decide to hire him long term. We're all really hoping he earns that job. Money's been tight and its really putting down our spirits this year. |
I got my boyfriend a memory card for a PSP as a promise that I'd get it for him, and he hated it. :( I didn't know what else to do. He, however, got me purple jewelry (my favorite color's purple), a fedora (I love this type of hat), massage oil (I love giving and receiving massages), and lip gloss (it's purple, and my lips get dry, lol)..... I felt pretty bad. I just... didn't really care about this Christmas. He said he was expecting something like what I did for his birthday last year. I got him two shirts I thought he'd like, his favorite candies and snacks, and I wrote a buncha lovey-dovey notes and stuck 'em all around the house for him to find. I wrapped his presents in his favorite color. It just wasn't in me this year.
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