Hey Gary. Star is up to eight tokens/taters

Awww [heart]
*toddles throughout thread*

Thirteen point fifty tatters that are no fourteen tatters!

Going on 116 taters...? O_O

56 tokens...
i hope chance is good to me now...

I am now the proud owner of six and a half potatoes.

Hi there~ the one that is secretly duck.

Twenty-three tokens!

Starstar finish shopping?

Goaty very sad..

aww? What happened?

I'm just very sad. It's odd. I think my tablets aren't working at an increased dose, even though they worked fine before.
I feel so.. hopeless and worthless. And I can't do anything.. *curls up in ball*

My external harddisk suddenly said it wants reformat! T__T

Aw no. Did you manage to save anything?

I don't know... T___T Now I am trying to find ways to save it! x.x
My art! My story! My ill*gal downloads! T__T

My fingers are crossed!

We both have problems~ *hugs together*
what tablets are those for?

They're antidepressants. But I'm falling apart lately

:/ Why why?
Is that born with?

I have reactive depression which I've developed as a side effect of my chronic illness and the isolation of it. At the moment it's draining my ability to do anything and I think it's messing with my few relationships.. im all mopey and easily hurt and I've been taking my tablets when I should.

OYGG, but you are aware that you are having depression. That is already a good sign.

I've been aware it would come since the day I first learned my condition is chronic. Getting treatment on the other hand-- Let's just say I have bad luck with finding decent doctors. This one is good. I asked for an anti depressant that doubles as a pain suppressant and got it. I asked for migraine medication and got it.
Things have been improving. I've been able to actually leave the house multiple times in a week, instead of once a month. I've been able to look after my guinea pig with a little manual help. I even managed to leave the house without a shower when my cat went missing, one of my completely unreasonable hates. I was scratchy and I hated it but I did it.
I'm just having a small relapse as we find the balance in my meds. I take a lot of them so it's a bit hard.

I hope it is not the side effects of all those medicines you took. Sounds like you did take a lot... O__O