Originally Posted by Seridano

Makes sense to me. Volunteer work should be about helping out and making a difference in a way that lifts you up and make you feel good. I helped out in two different animal shelters during college and the first one turned me off something fierce (the could care less attitudes of the staff and the conditions were appalling), but the second one was like a second home.

Yeah, I only recently started at the barn and as much as I loved what they were doing for those horses, the people there were appalling! Basically if I did things, I got offhanded remarks about how bad something was - when they never even bothered to get to know me... or train me... or introduce themselves to me. And then expected me to know who everyone was and who all of the 30+ horses on site were! D:

And basically what they think is that people assumed that I knew what I was doing because they thought I was 'experienced' when I didn't even know what in the blazes I was doing. D: And basically I fell through the cracks.... blah. No thanks! I'm done with them!

Originally Posted by nemo.love_22

Oh, I've been gone many times, due to not having time due to school... and since the last time I came back... I just feel super overlooked. And it's really not helping, because I've been having a lot of self esteem issues lately, and so I just need people to talk to - because I'm not hugely social in person... I tend to socialize more online... but if I go into threads, and I'm constantly overlooked... that really just makes me feel like crying. I'm sick of it. I'm ignored enough in person, now online. :(

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It's not just huge threads, it's smaller threads too that I get overlooked in...!

aw, nemo i feel so bad
ping my arse there and i will always, always talk with you.

Originally Posted by hummy

oops, i think i missed a page
anyway i don't think these are bad feelings
i think it's good to get your feelings out there, nemo
*goes back a page*

Well, he posted that after I started feeling like I needed to get things out. :(

it's good to let your feelings out nemo.

@Nemo: It was meant as a push all that negativity out of your mind and feel better. Not a stop talking about your bad feels.

I guess folks didn't get it because they're feeling bad. :c

Originally Posted by hummy

aw, nemo i feel so bad
ping my arse there and i will always, always talk with you.

I don't mean to make you feel bad. I'm not trying to place blame on anyone.

Originally Posted by nemo.love_22

Well, he posted that after I started feeling like I needed to get things out. :(

but Iku didn't mean for that statement to be taken so personally, he said so himself.

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Originally Posted by Ikuto Akihiko Hasegawa

@Nemo: It was meant as a push all that negativity out of your mind and feel better. Not a stop talking about your bad feels.

I guess folks didn't get it because they're feeling bad. :c

-hugs the Iku-

Originally Posted by ClockReject

considering that's the most I've posted in over a month or so, I guess.

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-stares at corn-

i know and i'm happy about that
*hugs*
i miss you when you are away.
*stares at corn with clockie*

/snuggles Iku

Thanks for the corn, dear.

@Velv: You're doing the Zumba right then!

Originally Posted by hummy

i know and i'm happy about that
*hugs*
i miss you when you are away.
*stares at corn with clockie*

why must ClockGram only have gross corn?

nemo, any time you need to talk / get out the bad feels, just send me a PM. I'm usually around and always willing to listen. <3

-gets smushed between Seri and Clock- o wo!!

Originally Posted by nemo.love_22

I don't mean to make you feel bad. I'm not trying to place blame on anyone.

you are just too sweet to be feeling left out online is all
it makes me sad because i know how that feels
so i do try to make everyone feel welcome
i'm like 3 pages behind but i wanted to let you know it's always ok to say what ever you feel
Iku was just trying to lighten up the conversation.
just pat Lord Pickle and keep on getting things off your chest.

Originally Posted by Seridano

nemo, any time you need to talk / get out the bad feels, just send me a PM. I'm usually around and always willing to listen. <3

Thanks!
I'm just tired of feeling like this. And most days I'm fine, and then *bam* it just hits me again.

Originally Posted by nemo.love_22

Nothing new with my parents, honestly. And they're not really this bad all the time. Doesn't help that this is the first extended stay I've had at home since I moved out for college years ago. Oh, you see what you want to see - I really do struggle with offline socialization. I usually hide from people.

Yes, I have tried to tell my parents, and they say they're trying, but I don't believe the, because they keep doing things that they said they'd not do.

I've tried branching out, but that's not really who I am. I can... but then the friends I made all don't want to drive this far... it's not really that far but to them it is... so I'm stuck here...... D: And I've tried to branch out on here... that's when I keep hitting rejection after rejection.

hmm... Nemomo. I think you need to stalk Hummymy. She is a good hostess, hardworking, kind and all.
I had my failures before, even got a... warning from mod... someone complained about my attitude in a thread, happened in 07. I don't even know what happened, I am sure it is not a hack, so I guess someone was just pissed off with my childish style. x.x
You have to understand, that is such a shock for me who never have any warnings of those kind and never said the f word.
though now I know, even random adjectives can be offensive in western culture. *sweat*

I do wish your parents would understand soon. *sighs* My brother and mother always quarrel too... mother is nagging him about the fat he had been accumulating, brother was so fed up.

Sounds like you live in a remote location... DX

Originally Posted by Ikuto Akihiko Hasegawa

-gets smushed between Seri and Clock- o wo!!

IKU SAMMICH.

Originally Posted by ClockReject

why must ClockGram only have gross corn?

better than the G thingie!

Ikuku, I know. xD I am all nice and sweaty now. Lol, attractive, I know. Haha.

Originally Posted by hummy

you are just too sweet to be feeling left out online is all
it makes me sad because i know how that feels
so i do try to make everyone feel welcome
i'm like 3 pages behind but i wanted to let you know it's always ok to say what ever you feel
Iku was just trying to lighten up the conversation.
just pat Lord Pickle and keep on getting things off your chest.

they really need to make some sort of pickle suit item, so that we can give it to Iku and then he'd really be a pickle!

Originally Posted by ClockReject

IKU SAMMICH.

Pickle Lord sammich!

Originally Posted by hummy

better than the G thingie!

G thingie!?!?!

What is this madness?! Apparently Seri didn't have hummy friend listed.
/remedies this

Originally Posted by xuvrette

hmm... Nemomo. I think you need to stalk Hummymy. She is a good hostess, hardworking, kind and all.
I had my failures before, even got a... warning from mod... someone complained about my attitude in a thread, happened in 07. I don't even know what happened, I am sure it is not a hack, so I guess someone was just pissed off with my childish style. x.x
You have to understand, that is such a shock for me who never have any warnings of those kind and never said the f word.
though now I know, even random adjectives can be offensive in western culture. *sweat*

I do wish your parents would understand soon. *sighs* My brother and mother always quarrel too... mother is nagging him about the fat he had been accumulating, brother was so fed up.

Sounds like you live in a remote location... DX

Yeah, they seem to get my brother better than me, who is 5 years younger... there are times that I just want to scream and slam things about... but that's not appropriate for someone my age - I'm older than most think I am (well that happens more in person than online, as I look younger, or so I've been told, than my real age).

It's not really, just away from where my school friends live.

Alright, Seri has to run off to an appointment. She shall return later.

Love to all! <3