Night, Moonlight.

And yes you killed my fun. *Bites your neck then hops off your back*

-rubs neck- Ouch, I'm about to ruin your fun some more. I'm not single so I can't be flirting. Sowwy -sad face-

I wasn't flirting, I just trying to get you to post more and annoy Rad I was on your back and not the "Ladies man's" back.

Your a fun killer, so not my type to flirt with. Sorry. xD

Hahaha, terribly sorry. I only mean not to look as if I'm not flirting.

-pouts-

Trust me, no one could make that mistake. xD

No offense.

The way my girlfriend can be sometimes... Lets just say you are terribly wrong with that. If a waitress smiles at me to long she says she is flirting with me.

Oh, possessive/jealous type. That's okay my first ex taught I was cheating with my best male friend, ew. I wouldn't have touched my best male friend if he was the last man alive and I was drunk, desperate, drugged and out cold. But whats gets me is he accused me of cheating when he used my to get to best female friend.

Lol, I have the worse luck with men,I know. xD

I've had pretty bad luck, I however do feel pretty lucky with this one.

I hope it goes well with her, then. =3

It will, the only thing we normally fight about is her double standards she holds.

Standards. Huh, well that's good,in a way.

How is it good? She tells me how good looking other guys are all the time. If another girl even looks at me to long she gets mad at ME? :P

:lol: I been there before. Nothing you can really do. Lose, lose. :lol:

Yeah I trust her, she has been open with me and I with her. I know of a few guys she wants to have sex with, but she has told me she won't because she loves me to much and she doesn't want to lose me.

Sorry, I was gonna say something, but I'm bitter about the lines involving "love." :sarcasm:

And I had things worse then cheating. =3

Not really someone you want to talk to about with relationships.

Well her and me have been together for a year now... so I'm pretty sure I love her.

I also have been used, not only women can be used.

I wasn't used, I was crushed...

I am as strong as they come, I'm still standing after everything they did. Thought I admit, there were times I rather I died, I took knifes to myself, but I could never find the strength to go through it.

Trying being with them from sun raise to sun set for over two years. Falling asleep to their heart beat, or if they was away, to the picture and the sound of their voice on the phone. Having them be the first you in the morning and the last you see at night. Being completely fear free, knowing no one will hurt you with them around, having your heart stop with the words "I love you." Then having it ripped from you over night,only their words haunting you. Waking in the middle of the night, crying out for them to comfort you, but they aren't there anymore. Their echoing when you remember.

Try that? That is the closest you can get to hell while still breathing.

Been there, though I had the person at the end of all that use me until she found what she though to be better.

I raised her kid like my own, when she left me it was like losing everything. One moment being someones father when the kid had no real father. For christ sake the kids first name was Robbie, my real name is Robert, which never went over very well with her. I also at that point thought of suicide and how no one else will be as good as her, hell I couldn't even trust any women near me for a good year after that. And even then I didn't and couldn't care for any of the women after her for another two years.

Yeah that's pretty bad, at least you know what I'm going through. Maybe you can tell me how long it will take to stop. Eleven months and the pain seems as strong as it was the first night I realize he was coming back.

Oh and other of my favorites was the third guy. Who used me for sex during the time I was going through that hell. You know, the lying, I cared about you, i hate seeing you like that and then leaving when I was pregnant with his kid.

Yeah the pregnant word makes a lot of guys scared. It makes us all look bad. I myself can't wait to have a kid. As for when will you get over him? Well you never fully get over your first love so... never.

The only time the feeling stopped hurting all the time is when I started dating who I am with now.

He left before he knew I was, I thought I would at least tell him I was, then he threaten to take the baby away and said I never would see it, or have anything to do with. Yeah, my own child, I would have it taken from me cause I was a ex-selfmutilator. Then he turned around saying I was a lier and that I was saying I was only doing this to get back at him.

He was giving me so much crap, I over stressed and miscarried.

And I was afraid of that, damn. :( That's going to be fun since I'm afraid of getting close to people.

Yeah it is scary to get close to people after long relationships. I know for the longest time I wasn't looking for serious relationships after her. It'll take time, believe me.

Trust me, I am.I became a guy on every account except this one to avoid a relationship. For some reason,I'm a relationship magnet. I'm thinking a guy and I are friends, yet somehow without realizing it, we end up dating. Like my friend saying he loves me. Its a never ending story.

I rather be a crazy old lady with a cat. I'm crazy, I'm alone (have no friends not that the guy stopped talking to me.) and I have a cat, now I just need to get older.

Being alone sucks ass. Though a friend telling you they love you is always... not creepy... it's just to much. I told one of my best friends I loved her when I was drunk once... I lost that friendship because of it. I'm just glad she is finally happy now and so am I.

Not really I have a cat and I write stories, though going crazy is weird. It may be just my imagination but its disturbing. I don't like seeing little kids crawling up walls in the corner of my eyes. :stare:

Plus if you knew that guy it would be creepy to you. He never said those words, not even to his parents.