
02-13-2010, 05:20 AM
It's not fun, it's enlightening but having someone scream at you in bootcamp, bust your ass to do things you never thought possible then, oh, being deployed.. i dont think you'd have fun. He and i are both dreading the time he's getting deployed (this year) for 4+ months i wont get to hear from him, oh, except when i get an occasional e-mail, instant message or phone call once a month.
He's going to Abu Dhabi where it's 115+ degrees in the shade, and 8+ hours ahead of us.. i'm getting teary eyed just thinking about it.. our time is running out to where i can see him face to face, hug him.. kiss him and hold his hand.. it's tearing me apart but making me love him more knowing that while he's there he'll be thinking about me, about how i am.. how much he misses me.. i'll probably be the first thing on his mind when he gets up and the last when he goes to bed...
he's gotten me a locket that says "forever will never be enough"... ;-;
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