@tiara yeah it's hard being apart and just talking online it's not the same but i do believe we can get through this.i hope all goes well for you :)
@cherish yeah the CAB is very good i hope they can help me i don't know who else to get advise from without it costing me more and more money it's maddness

I know how you feel to somewhat of a lesser degree. I haven't gotten to see my boyfriend in over 6 months now (we usually see each other every 5 months; we live in different states)
And I got screwed out of seeing him last Valentine's day and was so excited to see him this Valentine's day, but he can't get a ride up here
so I get screwed out of seeing him on Valentine's day for the second year in a row :/
It's getting to a point where it doesn't even seem like I'm with anyone anymore ><
I'm especially annoyed because I went out and bought him Valentine's day gifts
I even got him a balloon-thingy that says "I love you" :(

fatalrain yeah i sometimes feel like that,feeling single but knowing i'am not it's hard