February Nine, Two Thousand and Fourteen!

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things really haven't been the best this past month and that more than likely is why i haven't been as active as i'd hoped to be. i've been in and out of the mene forums everyday but haven't really felt the pull to be super chatty. not much positive has gone on outside of my internet life other than a very lovely weekend visiting my dear friends parasitic panda and woodlandnymph and one more non-mene-user friend at the end of january. most of my time has been spent watching a lot of netflix and sleeping when i'm not doing a job i don't particularly like with co-workers who have as much personality as cardboard cutouts... and a humor worse than that.

i'm working hard internally on how to make things better so that i can be happy even when things aren't going as i wish they were. thinking of plans to make and how to change things in the future. i see some difficult conversations in my near future but now is not the time to be pussyfootin' around. i am the only one who can change that which i don't like, so try i must!