Yeah, when I was in school, I was beyond stressed. And it showed in my grades.
And this may sound a little crazy, but I wasn't taking my meds. >o> I have meds
for ADD and Anxiety/Depression/Insomina. But insurance issues kept me from getting them.
Hence my comment about wanting to be in a good state of mind before going back.
And actually, I just really like the name Alessa. My real name is Starla, or Star for
short.
Only last semester, and I have thought about it some, but I'm
afraid of wasting my time, and the time of others. I haven't had
the greatest track record when it comes to school. If I do go back,
I want to be certain of what I'm doing, in a good state of mind, and
financially stable.
Mhm, I've just felt disheartened lately. ^^
And regretting my decision to drop out. Mostly
because of the people I'm missing. I actually cried
at a simple text from a friend saying she missed me!
It just happened suddenly, and I felt a little embarrassed.
Not any resumes yet. I need to work on making one that's
actually decent. But I've applied at...maybe 5-7 places? There
are more hiring, I think. But I'm a bit discouraged after the
one that came remotely closed to an interview fizzled out.
Well thats good!
Just needing to find a job now that
I'm not attending school anymore.
It's just like, I know I'm trying, but I feel
like I could try harder.
Haha yes I did, I wanted something that looked closer to my actual hair. x3
And I suppose decent. I'm feeling like a bit of a slacker at the moment. But, eh..I'm trying. Anyways I'm glad to hear things are going well for you, albeit the fight with your girlfriend. Hopefully it doesn't last too long.
I probably won't change it for awhile, except for the hair or eyes, though I'm
pretty satisfied where they are at now. Anyways, yeah I noticed your avatar
browsing in the GD and decided to pop on your profile and tell you that. :3
Anywho, how have you been?
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