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  1. Seridano
    05-18-2013 02:37 AM
    Seridano
    Seri made friends with the great and powerful Lilim of ice cream mountain during the event...and then got lost and forgot to talk to her. She is now remedying that.
    /licks wall
  2. Imagination
    04-19-2013 04:31 AM
    Imagination
    Mhmm, I like my look :D
  3. Imagination
    02-24-2013 04:55 AM
    Imagination
    Check your trades ;)
  4. Imagination
    12-16-2012 09:27 AM
    Imagination
    *hugs* Figured I'd be random and give your page some love, but only cause I think you're awesome :)
  5. HIM_ROCK
    07-11-2012 06:32 PM
    HIM_ROCK
    Item added and acctepted
  6. Kilia
    06-25-2012 02:48 AM
    Kilia
    alrighty >w<
  7. Kilia
    06-24-2012 06:42 AM
    Kilia
    oh i bought them from someone else but i was going to buy them from you too >w< *hug* and i don't know i mean i don't know what other halloween items there are
  8. Imagination
    06-23-2012 08:21 PM
    Imagination
    Woot ~ got your mouth that time to have stopped you mid sentence :mrgreen:
  9. Imagination
    06-23-2012 05:13 PM
    Imagination
    >.> I missed your mouth then apparently. . .
  10. Imagination
    06-23-2012 03:50 PM
    Imagination
    Who says I was poking you in your eye? :mrgreen:

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  • About Lilim
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    Under your pillow
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    Tattoos, fine art, fine craft, anime, pumkins, plushies
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    Artist
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  • Last Activity: 04-24-2013 09:46 PM
  • Join Date: 05-22-2007

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Posted 06-10-2008 at 03:49 PM by Lilim Comments 0
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I've vent a little around my friends or family but I still have this burning ache inside. Like there is so much more I need to let out but I cannot because at the time I can't think of words or I'm with someone who I couldn't say something with. So here goes nothing....

Now that I'm ready to vent I cannot put it into words, my life sucks. My boyfriend we haven't been dating long but we're known each other for two years. And I don't feel like he treats me like a boyfriend should. I feel like I'm a third 3 in his life or lower. I felt this way a little when he first asked me out but its weird to go out with someone the first few days you don't know what to do with yourself and they don't know either, but we're be dating long enough that there should be that awkwardness anymore. But there is and its getting worse and worse and I'm just getting pushed down lower and lower on his list. Even when we're alone I still feel like a third wheel.

I found out not to long ago that he dosen't trust me, but then he turned it around when I asked him about it and he said "It's not YOU I don't trust it's ME" I'm like thats so corny >.> Sounds like I break up line I've used before. He says he wants me around but then he says shit like "I see you s couple times a week and my other friends only on Sunday" and it gets even better "I don't talk to anyone after i get home from work, so I can spend time with you. I spend half a tank of gas a week to be with you." It's always about money T_T All I was is a hey babe when I walk by him at church or he walks by me. He dose nothing like that I can stand right by him and he wont look over at me. I can't do this. I thought I was ready to vent and feel better about stuff but I'm just feeling even worse.... And to top it off I lied and told him I was fine after he said all this to me yesterday. Cause in his head he dose alot but all I want is a hug every now and then when I make a point to walk up to him. Is a hug or hey to much to ask for