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  • About woopdidoodoo
    Biography
    I am a writer, an animal freak, I am Australian, 24 years old and I live with the love of my life and I'm a student.
    Location
    Australia/Melbourne
    Interests
    Animals, blogging, music and writing
    Occupation
    student and homemaker

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  • Last Activity: 08-23-2009 03:16 AM
  • Join Date: 09-21-2007

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Posted 06-26-2009 at 02:29 AM by woopdidoodoo Comments 0
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[COLOR="DarkOrchid"]Well its been ages since I've actually written in the blog and thought it was about time that I caught up with all the news. I've been depressed lately I have to go to court on Monday as six months ago I was arrested for shop lifting, stupid really but when I'm depressed I do stupid things. And that stage I did not know why I was doing these things but now being in treatment I am slowly learning more. So I'm anxious about the court date and what the judge will say in the end. I'll either get a conviction, good behavior bond, fine or community service. I'm hoping for a fine, my lawyer is understanding and believes with me that its more of a medical issue and that I'm not a criminal.

I'm so glad I have my therapist to go to as lately I've been feeling really alone, my family has been terrible towards me the last few months and I don't see anyone a part from Ash's family. I'm only 24 but I feel like an old spinster left on the shelf already. I've tried meeting people but they just don't seem to connect with me, or maybe I don't connect with them, whatever the reason I just end up doing stuff on my own or with my fiancee. He's great and its not as if he isn't enough its just I want friends. I miss having someone else to vent to and have fun with and just be myself around but its so hard meeting like minded people.

Last month we moved to our forever home, my mother went nuts, she doesn't know that its our forever home and thinks we're just renting. I had the phone disconnected the day we were moving cause I knew that it would not have taken long to move and have it connected again. Usually I have to wait weeks from hearing from anyone in the family anyways so I didn't think this would be a problem. Well they were worried for me because of the cyst I had removed on the 10th. Mum got nana to turn up and as I was unwell I was at the new place unpacking and Ash and his brother Ken was finishing up over at the old place. Nan was in tears saying she hadn't heard from me and I'd only called her the other week. She'd forgotten.

Then mum's friend Anya turned up, she thought Ash was suspicious as he didn't say we were moving straight away well jeez he didn't know her so he didn't have to tell her anything. Then my mum got scared and called the cops, they turned up and questioned everybody and I had to call the police station and sort things out, I told them what had happened and they said oh don't worry about it happens all the time and they were just glad I was ok. Well I didn't speak to mother for four weeks after that. I'm still annoyed about her too.

A part from that I had surgery on the 10th of this month and had a histeroscopy, a lapaoscopy and a D&C my periods are always heavy and painful and sometimes I even have two periods a month which is great (not) they found a cyst the size of a golf ball just past my cervex and it was causing pain so they removed that but they couldn't work out why my periods are so heavy and painful.

So I've been recovering from that and now I'm hoping after Monday I'm just able to sort something out so I can do something again. I want to start a drama workshop that's starting in July and my new hobby that I want to learn in crocheting.[/COLOR]

Posted 06-07-2009 at 01:40 PM by woopdidoodoo Comments 0
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[COLOR="DarkOrchid"]It’s not nearly as entertaining or as degrading as it should be
I wish more women would bait me
You can always try
Now I don’t even know why
You bore me with your lack of contribution
Show me some results, I just want some attention
Well f**k me I’m drunk
This is your chance to not me boring
I don’t even want to attempt
I give in, you win by default,
I need sleep, its all your fault [/COLOR]

Posted 06-07-2009 at 01:39 PM by woopdidoodoo Comments 0
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[COLOR="DarkOrchid"]Oranges and pale shimmering ivory
Graceful, agile koi
Sinking and moving as dark places move and grow
Shadows darting too and fro
Are you an enemy or are you foe?
To be placed in solitude or to be schooled
To never be fooled
The waters rippling and cooling
Forever changing
Never the same
To fight for your rights or hide in shame
To be vegetarian and never eat fish
To catch the koi and have it on your plate
Delish! [/COLOR]

Posted 06-07-2009 at 01:37 PM by woopdidoodoo Comments 0
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[COLOR="DarkOrchid"]Twas the night before the dawn
There was a little girl who was sweet as she was kind
Having known nothing, so having nothing she didn’t mind
She knew not of love, and not of a mother, she didn’t
Have clothes let alone a brother or a father
She made a barn her shelter
And knew not of money or gold
She was always hungry and very cold
Shivering by the door she could only see
A spirit being born and only she could behold
The faith of life was a lesson to be told

The spirit grew into a new and enchanting being
The snow fell, covered the ice cold ground[/COLOR]
[COLOR="DarkOrchid"]The being moved, not making a sound
She only looked on, not making a move
She now only felt warmth, and her belly was full
Her shoulders and back now covered in wool
With swift movement the spirit took her to her chest
With a whimper and a cry she felt lonely no more
Hope was an emotion she had never felt before
Because the aura of a mother this spirit did bear
And for this the little girl was thankful and aware

Her barn now a home and her heart now open
Her spirit could see that her daughter’s ice had broken
The gift of giving and the love of another
'Twas the night before dawn and she now had a mother
The girl’s heart swelled with happiness
And the spirit started to sing
For her own sole had revived and her new life had wings
The child now slept and her heart no longer wept
The morning dawned bright and the air was clear
She was thankful that the night before dawn she had not dreamt[/COLOR]

Posted 05-16-2008 at 05:57 PM by woopdidoodoo Comments 0
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[COLOR="DarkOrchid"][B]Life:[/B]
In reality what do we really see? how do we really think, feel, imagine, want, do, be and whatever else that comes in between?

I had a dream last night about life in general, and it was odd because it was set in Menewsha! It was a town, and everyone was pixeled and we all knew each other by our usernames. My pet pheonix was called Bonnie which funnily enough is the name of my pet blue quaker parrot.

It was a cool dream though, our pets were all the items such as plushies and monthly donation items from recent and past. It wasn't scary or anything like that, it was just queer.

It was so funny seeing everything like you do in real life. Different dimensions, different perceptions and different conceptions on what reality is all about.[/COLOR]