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About Me
- About ||_HXC_||
- Biography
- My life is like the cig between my lips Slowly fading into oblivion Take a puff Inhale Blow out the smoke My soul the blown out smoke Visible for a moment; Disappearing in an instant I want to roll out my window to my death Want to break my promise; Grab the razor Slice into the creme flesh; Let crimson flow free Get hazy, crazy high; Step into high speed traffic I feel empty. Abismal. Lifeless. Dead. So why can't I not be what I feel? "The human animal is a beautiful and terrible creature. Capable of limitless compassion and unfathomable cruelty."
- Location
- Round Rock
- Interests
- Drawing, Singing, Writing poetry, painting, doing peoples' make-up, learning new things, going to the mall, writing HTML, Being with my boyfriend, cooking
- Occupation
- Make-up specialist at JCpennys, Asst. manager Barnes&Nobel
Blog
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I want to believe your words
more than anything in this world
But I have been around the block
one too many a time
I have seen what it is like out there
the true pain and sorrow
The way people treat eachother
faking loving one another
I want to believe
I really honestly do
So show me the road you walk down
Show me your not like all the others
Show me you mean this, want this
Show me that you are different
The world can be a beautiful place
If you find the right person to show you
When I have someone like you by my side
I feel like I could just fly
Loving and protecting me
Showing me this really is real
Helping me believe, for once
True love does exist.
more than anything in this world
But I have been around the block
one too many a time
I have seen what it is like out there
the true pain and sorrow
The way people treat eachother
faking loving one another
I want to believe
I really honestly do
So show me the road you walk down
Show me your not like all the others
Show me you mean this, want this
Show me that you are different
The world can be a beautiful place
If you find the right person to show you
When I have someone like you by my side
I feel like I could just fly
Loving and protecting me
Showing me this really is real
Helping me believe, for once
True love does exist.
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We talk every night and every day
You think we could manage to get along
through one whole conversation
It just seems so impossible
I guess that's why EX's are what they are
I want to be his friend
But he is such a downer
I know I am one to call the kettle black
But I don't want a slightly suicidal friend
I help him all that I can
But he just pushes me away with all his might
He says he still loves me
He said he misses me and called me baby
Then why do you push me away
I understand that I hurt you
For that I am more sorry than you'll ever understand
But for you to do this just puts strain on us
I don't know how much longer I can do this
It's getting on my nerves
And I try my hardest not to be mean about it
I might just end up burning this bridge
Just like I had to with all the others
It will sadden me to do so
But it seems like it is the only choice I have now
Forgive me one day
You think we could manage to get along
through one whole conversation
It just seems so impossible
I guess that's why EX's are what they are
I want to be his friend
But he is such a downer
I know I am one to call the kettle black
But I don't want a slightly suicidal friend
I help him all that I can
But he just pushes me away with all his might
He says he still loves me
He said he misses me and called me baby
Then why do you push me away
I understand that I hurt you
For that I am more sorry than you'll ever understand
But for you to do this just puts strain on us
I don't know how much longer I can do this
It's getting on my nerves
And I try my hardest not to be mean about it
I might just end up burning this bridge
Just like I had to with all the others
It will sadden me to do so
But it seems like it is the only choice I have now
Forgive me one day
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It is an impulse I have,
to be close to you
to be held by you
to be able to touch you.
This impulse I can not hope to control,
to feel you wraped around my frame
carasing my most secret of places
your warm breath upon my face.
The impulse to have you and never let go,
you kiss me with a firey passion
making parts of me tingle with anticipation
I hold you close to me looking into your eyes.
The impulse to feel all of you,
Bodies as close as possible
you take me in pure passion
I cry out in pain and pleasure.
It is an impulse I have,
to be close to you
to be held by you
to be able to touch you.
This impulse becoming even stronger,
bodies intertwined in a passion of love
I cry out you name in pure pleasure
Yoy do the same as I panting heavily.
The impule has dulled but still strong,
I look into your eyes as look look in mine
Our lips meeting in one last loving kiss
and suddenly you have disappeared.
The impluse dead taken when you went,
Where did you go my love
why did you leave me here all alone
I can't find you no matter how hard I look.
It is an impulse I have,
to be close to you
to be held by you
to be able to touch you.
But that impulse dies as the memory of you dies with it.
to be close to you
to be held by you
to be able to touch you.
This impulse I can not hope to control,
to feel you wraped around my frame
carasing my most secret of places
your warm breath upon my face.
The impulse to have you and never let go,
you kiss me with a firey passion
making parts of me tingle with anticipation
I hold you close to me looking into your eyes.
The impulse to feel all of you,
Bodies as close as possible
you take me in pure passion
I cry out in pain and pleasure.
It is an impulse I have,
to be close to you
to be held by you
to be able to touch you.
This impulse becoming even stronger,
bodies intertwined in a passion of love
I cry out you name in pure pleasure
Yoy do the same as I panting heavily.
The impule has dulled but still strong,
I look into your eyes as look look in mine
Our lips meeting in one last loving kiss
and suddenly you have disappeared.
The impluse dead taken when you went,
Where did you go my love
why did you leave me here all alone
I can't find you no matter how hard I look.
It is an impulse I have,
to be close to you
to be held by you
to be able to touch you.
But that impulse dies as the memory of you dies with it.
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Death protruding from within my eyes.
Flames hidden deep and dormant, becoming hot and visible.
The blood of my love shines on the floor.
Crimson love. Dark love. Lost love.
Death
[CENTER]Blood and[/CENTER]
[RIGHT]Flames[/RIGHT]
Growing from within confides of darkness.
Spreading like the black plague To thoes which I have cared for
Turning their backs on me
Leaving me to overcome all of this alone
Death.. of past friends
[CENTER]Blood.. from a broken heart[/CENTER]
[RIGHT]Flames.. from a battered soul[/RIGHT]
Growing within, becoming overwhelming
Only one thing can save me now
[CENTER]My prince[/CENTER]
The only one to nurse me from impending death
The only one able to stop the flow of blood
The only one to douse the burning flames
Flames hidden deep and dormant, becoming hot and visible.
The blood of my love shines on the floor.
Crimson love. Dark love. Lost love.
Death
[CENTER]Blood and[/CENTER]
[RIGHT]Flames[/RIGHT]
Growing from within confides of darkness.
Spreading like the black plague To thoes which I have cared for
Turning their backs on me
Leaving me to overcome all of this alone
Death.. of past friends
[CENTER]Blood.. from a broken heart[/CENTER]
[RIGHT]Flames.. from a battered soul[/RIGHT]
Growing within, becoming overwhelming
Only one thing can save me now
[CENTER]My prince[/CENTER]
The only one to nurse me from impending death
The only one able to stop the flow of blood
The only one to douse the burning flames
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[CENTER]
My life is like the cig between my lips
Slowly fading into oblivion
Take a puff
Inhale
Blow out the smoke
My soul the blown out smoke
Visible for a moment; Disappearing in an instant
I want to roll out my window to my death
Want to break my promise; Grab the razor
Slice into the creme flesh; Let crimson flow free
Get hazy, crazy high; Step into high speed traffic
I feel empty. Abismal. Lifeless. Dead.
So why can't I not be what I feel?[/CENTER]
My life is like the cig between my lips
Slowly fading into oblivion
Take a puff
Inhale
Blow out the smoke
My soul the blown out smoke
Visible for a moment; Disappearing in an instant
I want to roll out my window to my death
Want to break my promise; Grab the razor
Slice into the creme flesh; Let crimson flow free
Get hazy, crazy high; Step into high speed traffic
I feel empty. Abismal. Lifeless. Dead.
So why can't I not be what I feel?[/CENTER]
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