oh..im sorry..
also, sorry for not responding sooner..i took a long nap..had a little migraine of my own and kind of sick..tried to see if it'd help by sleeping a little.
DDD: Damn..i know how that is..well the divorce part..and mistaken part at the very least. Its painful to think about your own life when you know for a fact that you were never really truly meant to exist into the world when it was all an accident...although i want to let you know that you shouldnt care about what he thinks of you. If he truly thinks of you like that..like crap..or anyone that dares to think of you like that..i say..'fuck them' let them think whatever they want. You were brought into the world..its THEIR FAULT that they messed up. ITS NOT YOURS. They are the ones who didnt know what they got themselves into and made you. Your into this world..even if you have had that horrible experience..at least now, you can still live your life the way you want it to go. Your here now, you can still choose to ignore and leave everything that has ruined your life to hell away..itll be hard..thats for sure..but i can let you know that im your friend and ill help you through it..whatever you need. Me is here tew help you.