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awesome~

how are you feeling?

I think this one guy likes me. I think I'm okay with it. If he agrees to pretend with me I think I'm going to do it. It may not be a real live romance but it could be fun. And I feel safe. He's pretty nice.

He's definitely interested. I'm pretty sure anyway.

I always try to do my pretending when I'm safe at home. A lot of people are just creepy. They fight and hurt each other too. I don't like it.

Yeah I have to make sure we both know what to expect. I might let it go further than at first but only if I have time to think about it and make sure I really want to. And that means agreeing about that ahead of time.

Dystopia says it's never wrong to say no. I agree with that. If I say no it's my right. And if they don't want to play with me because of it then that's their right. And that's fine.

That's why I want to practice first with pretending things. If you don't have to do it for real then it's harder to get hurt feelings or feel like someone's messing with your feelings. It's a lot safer than the real thing.

If I ever do it for real they're going to have to understand that if they try to hurt me or make me do anything I'm not ready for they're going to get hurt really bad. Nobody gets to hurt me. The Bogeyman will get them if they try.

Yeah I'm starting to learn a lot more about love. I always said I would never even want to know what romance was about but now I kind of want to know. At least I understand why people like being touched in certain places now. It can feel really good and it's not bad for you!

I'm even hoping to find a boy to roleplay romantic things with because it's safe when both people are pretending and know it's just pretend. Nobody can hurt me on a computer because I can just turn it off or mess up their computer or break their internet if I have to.

There are two guys I kind of like here and one is willing to pretend with me and the other one might be too. I just don't want it to be a bunch of dirty stuff. I want it to be about love and things like that. I like clean things.

Yeah but I want to be cool. You know what I mean right? People think I'm dumb because I act like a kid and I don't always feel like being a kid. Sometimes I just want people to treat me like I'm equal with them.

I'm supposed to be some kind of a genius or something but nobody takes a kid genius seriously. I just want to upgrade my image kind of.

I even got over my fear of something I thought was awful because of this. Now I know why people like to be touched and why it's a part of the whole love thing. I never knew!

I'm smart but smart is just smart. It's not the same as really experiencing things. I feel like I grew up in a basement with a library. I want to live in the real world.

Cool we're friends! I just made two friends in less than two minutes!

Yeah but Vera says I'm a butt and a brat. I try not to be. I've been trying really hard to be more grownup and everything.

Melody says you're a really nice person. If you want to friend me that would be cool. I know a lot of people say I'm a butt and they're probably right but I'd try to be a good friend.

it's alright, i hope you find something to help :)

thanks for letting me know

*brushes it off and eats it*

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