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Omg just reading some of my comments from years ago. Bwahahaha. I just remembered that thing with my dad and Awhina. I needed to see that again to remind me of some of the shit things both she and he have done to me. But yeah geezuz what a negative nancy hahahaha.
P.S still got the umbreon & my stiches <333

So I'm ok with that at the mo, as yeah the weight thing is getting me down worse then before. But we're starting biggest loser again soon. So I'm really gonna put 100% into that.

Ohh I dunno if I told you. But I totally wiped my dad outta my life.
Last straw was him doin his usual - contacting me when he felt like. He never even use to ask how Jaxs was or anything. I went outta my way at xmas time 2015 to get calenders and mugs printed of jaxs for him and awhina. Didn't even get a thank you for that. He got jaxs a $10 toy. Its not the fact that it was a $10 toy, but he never listened to me, because jaxs already got that same toy twice for his birthday. And he lied saying he was going to send money to buy clothes and never did. So I was like you know what, go fuck yourself. You can have your perfect little family. I don't need you. And Jaxs doesn't need you either. So stopped calling/texting him and wiped him off my fb. I know my baby sister went back and taddle taled what I said. But oh well, good job lol.

Better get back to stinkin work. Least it's a holiday tomorrow. Thank you ANZACS lol :)

Hey Chickee! Been totally wondering what happened to you. But been so burnt out myself, I just can't be arsed lol.
Well ya know things aren't great, but I have to try and be thankful for the good things in life I guess lol.
I'm glad you got a transfer, sounds like the place you were in was so toxic! Hopefully you got the rest you needed <33
Argh yeah if it wasn't for the money eh.

Ohh right the Russian dolls were for a friend of mums (my mother in laws) She was really lovely when jaxs was born and sent a whole heap of stuff for him. And she loves Russian dolls and is just the most loveliest person you can meet. So I thought that would be something nice for her. I think I sent you a pic of her? Her name is Leah :)

I'm not too rushed on the pokemon stuff. I mean love pokemon, but I haven't played in ages. I just don't have the time. And thinking about getting rid of my cards, because - well they're sitting there collecting dust. And I won't be able to afford to buy more at the moment and continue with my collection. So yeah, I dunno in two minds lol.

Yes I still love snape. I will appreciate all the snape arts lol. <33
I will get that image of jaxs to ya asap!!

Your two have grown so much! Your little maadam is so pretty & funny lol.
Jaxs is going through the parrot stage at the mo. I told him to pick up his shit the other day. And he goes "No pick up my shit". xDD
And he was grinding my bones one day, and I got to the point of saying F Off lol. And he goes "No F off". xDD Oh honestly I shouldn't laugh, but hell. So gotta watch what I say, but sometimes the fury gets the better of me lol.

Eh well I miss our chats. I'm nigel no mates at the mo lol. I only ever had less then a handful of friends I actually trusted and had in my life. But bestie is sorta gone her own way now. I think because I've finally stood my ground and said neh, I don't wanna do what you wanna do all the time... And we've started to sorta spilt away from each other. I haven't seen her in months. And we go weeks without talking. She might call now and again or I might flick a text or email. But there's always an excuse for either of us not to catch up. Although I did try this weekend as the olds were away on holiday, and it was another excuse on her end - and then asking me to go out on a Friday when I can't cause dave works. So it ended up in me just ignoring her text. I'm over it. You know, she woulda wanted me to drive her around as usual well she gets drunk. I'd prefer to just stay in and do that, or just talk or even go to a movie or something. But it's never what I wanna do lol. She's moving soon anyway. Which will prob make things worse. She'll end up being besties with the chick that's married to dylans best friend.

Farkk i am getting so useless at replying. I am so better at replying here then on FB. Usually when im on fb i'm on my phone and phone texting messages omfg it kills me lol. Anywho, thanks for all that stuff you sent me on fb. I haven't had a chance to fully look at it, But i appreciate you thinking of me & trying to help me <33. Things are better. I'm on a new diet now. LCHF - its hard, but it works better for my diabetes. Hopefully this will put me on the right track to losing that weight and getting back down again & feeling more confident in myself. I feel things are getting better, like i have more motivation to get up in the morning, and feel more energized at work. Still tired af after work. But it's a start.
Other then that - life has resumed as usual. But i'll keep the faith as always that something unexpected will happen and change our lives for the better lol. At least make it less shitty and dreading lol. How have you been?? How is work??
I owe you 5k don't i for that art piece... I can't remember what i wanted. Was it the one for Leah? The russian doll right? Or was that part of our gaia deal?

Yeah so true!! Argh xmas lol

Thanks doodles, i'll get that thing to you at some point lol.

Yeah me too lol. Naw, she just bought a lot of stuff for jaxs and was really lovely to talk to and stuff. She's really cool. I'll send ya a photo when I get a chance on fb. Her & her hubby have the coolest job. They look after a holiday park in Tauranga or somewhere around there. It's bloody amaaaazing! The beach is like right thurrr. lol Thanks chick, that would be awesome. She'll love it I'm sure! :)

Ohh I wish I could learn crochet but I am so useless it's not funny lol. You'd think if I could learn cross stitch so easy that crochet would be fine too. But nope. Dumb brain lol. Kerri does crochet too. Shes real good at it. She's super artistic as well, I'm so jealous lol.

Haha good thinking! I bet they're as good as lol. UMM whats his name isn't having anymore kids is he? Joes bro lol. Are they still together??!

Aww well I am happy things are a bit peaceful for ya chick. That's really cool!! I'd stay as far away as I can from that other douchebag.

Man I am useless at getting back when I say I would! LOL
Ohh, can I have your addy dude? I wanna send ya something! I can't promise it will be in the next month, but I will get it to you eventually xDD.

Um that sounds good, the plushies, the traditional piece of jaxs, oh yess gotta decide what I want for that ink piece I won!!
I was wondering, If instead of the traditional piece of dave n I. You could do something for a friend... Well she's Ra (daves mums) friend. But when jaxs was born she was just absolutely amazing. She sent so much cute stuff for jaxs. She loves those Russian dolls. The babushka things - https://www.google.co.nz/search?q=ba...bushka+clipart
I wondered if you could do a piece for her, and put her name somewhere on it- Her name is Leah?? I'd love to send it to her as a gift and a little thank you from me. Even though its like 2 years late bwahahaha.

So, hows things anyway. Feeling any better?
Things are getting better here. Just keeping my head down arse up.

I will get back to you this weekend chickee. Sorry I've been flat out. Its been an interesting week. And I have made a decision on the pieces I'd like. I'll run them by you. Hope you are well <333

Ohh yeah... How is work going these days chick, is that lady still being an ass to you??

Ours is, we had damage to our building so EQC closed it down. But I think some have re-opened already.

Oh yes I would love an umbreon plush please!!! :)
Now... what was I allowed to have again chickee? I totally forgot, and I very rarely get on fb from my computer to reply back. And It takes me ages to reply via phone haha.

Apparently Kerri said her bed was shaking. But If you were asleep I think you woulda missed it this way lol.
Yeah I reckon they would. Nice for some lol. Why does all the fun always happen down south?? hahaha