I hate getting sick. I got sick a few times growing up, and had to be in the hospital for a long time. I hated it there, everyone was crazy. One of them killed herself. She knew Vera. I think Vera was in love with her, she says they had a relationship, so I think she means that. It was really sad.
Yeah, if that guy isn't always nice to you then you should keep him in the friend zone. If he doesn't trust you, then you maybe should just keep him as a friend.
I don't know a lot about that kind of stuff, but I know if someone doesn't like you in every way, all the time, then they probably won't love you back as much as you love them.
I don't know if I'll ever want a boyfriend. It seems like a lot of stuff to go through just to be loved. I'd rather just have friends, then people can love me and I can love them and it's easier.
You could date someone and see if you like them enough, but it could take time to get to know them.
Vera doesn't go on many dates, I think she's scared to try sometimes. She thinks she's ugly and is always talking about how her makeup isn't right, or her eyebrows are bushy or whatever.
I think if someone likes you, they should like you the way you are.
I love her just the way she is, and I don't see why other people wouldn't too.
When people here get into fights, I usually just hide. I don't like when people fight. And yeah, they can get really loud when I want to sleep, and I can't do anything about it.
I would just live with Vera if we had enough money, but she hasn't sold any of her books in a while, and I think she's trying to find a regular job. It's hard for her, because she's never had a real job except for writing.
I wish I could help more, but she sort of takes care of me. I wish I could take care of her, too.
I live with friends, I can't have my own place, really. I don't have any money for it, and I'm not good at keeping a place together like that. I hope you can get your own place, that would be cool!
I think challenging yourself with drawing is a good thing.
Simple stuff is fine, I mean, art is all about expressing yourself and shouldn't always be hard to do, but I like a challenge. That's how you get better at things, doing the things that are harder to do!
I don't have a boyfriend, and I don't know if I'd want one. I don't know if I'm really mature enough for that, and boys always want to do things I don't really like to think about doing... but if a boy liked the same things I did and didn't mind that I don't want to do certain things, I might want him for a boyfriend.
Vera has a boyfriend, but that's an online thing, and she gets mad when I try to talk to him.
I think it's good for her to have someone like that, but I don't know if I could do that myself. I know she's happier that way though, so it's okay for her.
I hate getting distracted in the middle of a drawing.
And I hate it when people claim someone else's artwork as their own, because that's wrong! But if you have permission to color it differently or something, that's okay. I still wouldn't claim I drew it though, if I didn't draw it myself.
That's like people who trace someone's picture and then tell everyone they drew it.
I stopped doing that when I was a little kid! If you can't just look at it and do your own version of it, or draw something that's not the same as someone else's then it's not really your art.
I can't always think of things to draw, and if I've never seen something it's hard to imagine it in my head, but once I've seen something I can usually draw it. Inspiration's hard for me to get sometimes, but when it's there, it's great!
I really like computers. I like coding and writing programs, and doing server administration and debugging. It's a lot like doing puzzles, and I like puzzles.
You never heard of oekaki before? It's what they had before all of the other painting programs that can be used online now. It's like an image board or forum but it has a Java applet that lets you draw, and then you save the drawing and it puts it in your post.
Some of them let you edit your drawings, too, or do your own versions of pictures other people posted!
It's not as popular as everything else now, but it's still fun.
I have 5 different oekaki applets, and a lot of different scripts that can use them, but I don't have any of them online anymore. All I have is a couple of image boards right now. Nobody really uses them.
I'm glad you like to draw, I like having friends who like the same things I like, it's a lot more fun that way!
Well, I'm a semi old fart. Haha
I'm currently awaiting on whether or not I'll be getting my own place. I am the oldest daughter of my parents, was the youngest but my elder sister has passed on 5 years ago and my parents adopted her children. I tend to do things spontaneously, well, I don't set cats on fire or anything but I'll pack just a few things and take the next flight out. I've done that more than a few times already~ <3
I'll put more here sometime when I can think of what to put here~
Location
Fort Smith, NT, Canada
Interests
Drawing manga, playing my Sims 3 soon to get Sims 4, daydreaming, listening to music, walking around to clear my head... walking alone is a little soothing~ <3
Occupation
I impregnate fictional ponies.... yes, that's my job