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[LIST][*]Mom went to tattoo her eyes[*]Went to Yosemite.[*]Hand fed a squirrel, a duck, and a blue bird at the same time[*]Found out how to 'aim' on iPod touch[*]I have to go to a wedding.[*]Driving school is coming up[*]Mandatory junior registration on the same day on driving school[/LIST]

...I was watching this tawianese drama called It Started With a Kiss. I really liked it. Currently im watching the second season to it which is also called They Kiss Again.

2 days ago i when driving for the first time. I was so nervous that I would be driving too close to the parked cars. Soon I got use to it. And now my dad is always taking me out to practice. He is super strict. The only things that I need to practice on is my right turns and parking and how to drive out of my driver way. I think it hard for me drive out of my driveway because its so high like a small hill and in afraid that I might crash into the brick wall. So yea.
Well I'm off to watch more of that taiwanese drama.

Well yesterday was 4th July as known as
Independence Day. It was pretty boring. I just become bored of fireworks. I see them every year so why bother. Lately I've been addicted to runescape now.

So it will be my bro's b day. And its the same day when I will be taking my first driving lesson.
so hahaha. (if you read my earlier blog entry you see why I despite my brother)

In other news I have been watching a walkthrough for Zelda: Twilight Princess. I watch the whole thing on youtube. I wished I would have played it. But I don't have the monk to buy it even if i do my parents won't let me. So bummer.

Oh yea I got my hair cut today :D I left my hair the same style - layers w/bangs

I had a dream that started went i was in [I]my [/I]dad's car. The car was a Honda Pilot. The only reason i was in there because i was cleaning it. Then all of a sudden the SUV went roll down the drive way, it only rolled down fast because the drive way was like a hill. Then i thought about panicking but instead i raise up my hand up to the window that i didn't drive the car at all. Then all of a sudden the car drove and parked it self in front of our house. I was crazy. But then the most scary thing happen to me in my dream i couldn't get out the car i was lock inside, then i started to panicked. I was trying to open the car door's handle crazily. Then this person in a red truck. It was similar to a monster truck. The guy in the car was just staring at me like a murder. Then my dad came along and try to open the door from the outside and use the remote control car keys to also open the doors, but still didn't work. Then my dad told me to try punching through the window. It didn't work the first time or the second and third, then my Dad try and punch the window and actually break. But i don't remember if he grab a chair .* remember This is a dream*. So i jump out of the window. Then the same guy in the red truck came by again with the same face the first time he past by. It freak me out. It gave me a really bad feeling. So i ran inside our house into my room. Yet the guy in the red truck was also parked in front of our house. I felt like he was a stalker. So i started looking through the window to find my dad and didn't find him. I started thinking that the man in the red car took him. Then i though to my self that this would never happen in real life to us because we had a good neighborhood and small enough house to see whats going outside. I kept thinking its a dream. Then i woke up scared.

This was the 3rd scariest dream i ever had. I usually don't have dreams that are scary. Well the most scariest dream i had was just a simple scary dream. I have them once in a while. It just me falling down out of no where in the dark i could actually the emptiness in my stomach just like in a roller coaster. Just when i was hit the ground i always wake up panting. Sometimes I have the most random dreams too. Like this one time i dreamed that i was going to a store and bought color pencil of all the rainbow and gel pens. And THE END. XD

I AM SUPER MAD RIGHT NOW. Just now my only sibling which is my younger brother, start talking how he was very unlucky. He told me that he got scam on Maple Story by some guy.
The dude told him that he should show his best ninja star (throwing stars. I don't know what they are called. It was like the forth best, as it was told by him) so the dude told him to type "copy" which accepted the trade cuz the "y" is the short cut to accept trade and so it happen. And I thought "that sucks."
Then he starts blabbering about how my dad uses him as he use me. And I was appalled. " and you were using me how?" I said to him.
No response. I was pretty pissed at him. And then I said I didn't want to hear his problems anymore after that comment. But he still told me. So I stuck my finger in my ears and shouted " la la la la la !!" and I told him. "Why won't you see a phycaritris ( idk how to spell it) to talk abot your problems. He'll never considers anybodies feeling.

(this all happen when I was watching Tv.)
then he said that I was spoiled. (Now that made me mad.) so I turn off the tv and went to my room then my mom start to tell me to brush my teeth(super bad timing) and told me why I when to bed and in response " Because Pierre (brother's name) is a b*t*h." then I when to brush my teeth. And when to my room. And I'm super mad.

AND this is not the first time my brother made fun of me. He would say I have a mustash and am fat an in spoiled. He always got on my nerves that I can stand it anymore, that I cry. ;^;

I will admit I would ocaccionally make fun of him only when he gets annoying. I sometimes even care for him sometimes . I think I am starting to regret haveing a brother and caring for him. " and when I think to my self he was the one who tell on me when I don't tell on him. I simply don't love him.
For you people out there , if you were in my position I bet you would feel the same way. He is very immature 13 going on 14 on July. And never caring for others.

I'm sorry for saying this about my bro but this is how I feel now.
And other behaviors of his is when he is on the computer, he stays on it all day, never sharing the computer. ( the real reason why I want my own computer; since the other two computer I can't go on and other one is slow.) HE IS A HOGGER I TELL YOU.and when I go on it I get like 2 hour or less to play on it and he keeps on asking if he can play now so I let him. But when its my turn... noooo he doesn't let me go on. He even wake up early to play . His earlist was 5 in the morning.
You see what I have to deal with every day he doesn't even listen to me. Why do I even try??
I swear he gets me so
mad I wish I would beat him up. ( and I could. I weight more than him) I use to be on the basket ball team so I got strength. Besides he's skinny) weight less than me.
Please people give suggestions on how to deal with brothers. At some point I will crack and start the fight.