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Hi Izzy! Good they're getting a handle on what ails you. Do you have a roommate? That's good bf can look after Sarah. Mr x put, desperate housewives, on. DVD. It's warm tonight. We were getting smoke from the northern Calif wildfires. Haven't heard anything recently on the news. Good night!

Hi Inzane :)
Thanks. Things are going okay for me,
How are things for you?

Feeling my age and ailments....dang it

Sadly I wish I could be strong enough to leave. But I love it here and I love making pixels for people. I'll be around, just not on the forums as much.

hi izzy! thank you for the bday wishes! ive been busy here, but think i can roll out a blog tonight!

I once had a co-driver who shared with me his experience with the demon of depression. He was a security guard in San Francisco and was patrolling a building. One of the floors of this building was known for the number of people who committed suicide by falling out of one of the windows. During one of his patrols, he visited this floor and encountered that demon of depression. He said it came upon him as if someone were sitting upon his shoulders as he walked back down the stairs and then it lifted off of him much to his relief.
That night after he told me about his encounter, I encountered that same demon in a dream. When I spoke of this dream to my co-driver the following morning, he asked if I had seen it and could I describe it. So I told him what I saw in my dream. I recall being in an empty floor in a building with brick walls and dusty wood plank floor. The room was dark, but I could discern a dark shape in front of me. I can only describe this shape as a shapeless blob. The only reason I could see it was because it was darker than anything in an already dark. Like a blackness that is perfectly black.
Then I felt it come over me. It felt heavy. Just as the weight my co-driver described in his encounter. More than the weight, I felt and enormous amount of sadness and guilt overwhelm me. It was a deeper sense of sadness and guilt than I had ever felt before by far. It was like having a large dump truck pour out a load of sand on me. My heart sank and the pit of my stomach felt cold. The desperation to rid myself of this feeling caused me to panic. And that is when I awoke from this terrible dream and realized I had an encounter with this dark demon of depression.
I know you have struggling with this dark demon of depression for too many years now. Jesus says that who so ever believes in Him shall not perish, but have everlasting life.
It saddens me to know that this depression continues to dampen your spirit, but it does not need to be this way. You are smart enough to know pills aren't the answer. Trust in the one who is. You have nothing to lose and everything to gain.

Jesus will overcome your depression, but only if you let Him.

Just keep your boogers in your spleen and purse like the rest of us!

-throws your nose in the incinerator and walks away-

Too late, I'll just deal with the consequences.

If your nose came pre-diseased, then you get bonus points.