Eeugh... I'm against all sort of bodily invasion. x_x; But I'll go soon. I'd already promised my best friend and it was one of the reasons we were fighting - because I kept feeling poorly and her insisting on me going. x_x;
Right now I'm not under any kind of health-care plan, so the only thing I can really afford to do (since I don't have a regular job anymore) is go to the freebie clinic they have downtown... and that place really scares me. ^^; But within a few weeks I should know whether or not I have a fall internship so I can know whether I could or should get a job between now and then and what-not...
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Of course, if my symptoms get worse, I'll just bite the bullet on it and go anyway but. x_X
I'd happily have traded with you. x_x; And, like I've said before... I could always marry someone who does want children. And if I loved them enough to marry them, I'd love them enough to get over my fear of it all and go through at least one pregnancy if the doctor signed off on it.
XD; I've probably wished since I was 13 that I would be incapable of having kids. But I'll go regardless because it could be unhealthy for other reasons too. (I mean, having the scar tissue.)
Having just looked it up... those are some things that I've been experiencing for a few years now... Weren't we talking on the phone the last time we talked about the whole idea of people know what's wrong with them and can subconsciously make it worse or better due to their attitude about it? (If that wasn't a conversation we had, it must have been something I saw on tv shortly after.) I've felt for awhile now that something might be 'wrong' in my guts. Will have to go about setting up a doctor's visit some day.
I really hated the rock-throwing thing too. "Can you throw it back?" No, the ghost isn't going to throw the rock back, you dumbass. I also didn't like how he was like, "I demand you do this!" or something like that... where he orders the ghost in a mean voice. I don't like provoking unless it's in the case of something that was hurting a child.
Yeah. <g> I barely wanted to move yesterday. I spent almost all of the day in bed. Once my body gets over this month, I should be fine. XD;
Tonight was just back'n'forth because of Ghost Hunters. (I watched tonight's episode twice. Once with my mom and once with my dad, since my dad had to work late tonight and missed the first viewing.)
I've been off and on all night. My personal month this month seems to be shaping up to be a bad one. I've been having "phantom symptoms" for awhile now.... I'm actually half a month behind schedule, I guess thanks to stress. @_@; I'm not even sure how long I'll be staying on tonight. I'm just drained.
Blondheart
