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  1. Kinra Itsuna
    02-21-2010 10:59 PM
    Kinra Itsuna
    Wow... It's been forever since I logged in o.o;
  2. Winter Wind
    11-17-2009 05:44 AM
    Winter Wind
    Awww...
    hope they get sorted out soon. :3

    come back soon, i'll be waiting hereeeeeee. >w< <3
  3. Winter Wind
    11-08-2009 02:03 AM
    Winter Wind
    DDDDDDDDDDDD:
    Whynot? D:
    It's better than last year's.
    x3
  4. Winter Wind
    11-06-2009 06:20 AM
    Winter Wind
    Harro! ^^

    I haven't talked to you in so long. D:
    How're you liking the event? :3
  5. Winter Wind
    10-25-2009 07:52 AM
    Winter Wind
    BOO. ^^
  6. Winter Wind
    08-23-2009 08:02 AM
    Winter Wind
    Awwwwwwwww. <3

    When I have more time with school, I'll try to properly draw you? ;D
  7. Winter Wind
    08-18-2009 09:04 PM
    Winter Wind
    Ohohkaiz.
    x3

    I wish I cuolod draw.
    ;^;
  8. Winter Wind
    08-18-2009 02:14 AM
    Winter Wind
    ;^;

    DUNLEAVE
    ;-;

    I see your shop's on Hiatus...are you really leaving? ;^;
  9. Winter Wind
    08-16-2009 10:30 PM
    Winter Wind
    Back to the my home the Exchange.

    ...I would make a hangout thread, but I never go there.
    xD;;;
    Keep forgetting that's there.
    @-@
  10. Winter Wind
    08-16-2009 03:23 AM
    Winter Wind
    xD <3

    Can't believe the event is almost over.
    ;^;
    I met so many people in my thread.
    >w<

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  • About Cassidy Rose
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    I am a 19yr old college student, who is currently engaged and happy. I am inlove with my beloved Beelze L. Fallen (what he likes to be called). I am a wonderful person who loves to help others. I love sweets and sour candies. I play video games, rp, color and more. I watch lots of anime too. Over time you can learn more about me.
    Location
    Somewhere within a temple in another realm
    Interests
    RPing, playing video games, writing stories and fanfics, drawing, coloring, singing, dancing, and more!!!!
    Occupation
    College Student
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Posted 08-16-2009 at 06:58 AM by Cassidy Rose Comments 0
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Fire Olympic Briefs, Midnight Olympic Briefs, Gold Olympic Briefs, Midnight Olympic Sandals, Red Olympic Sandals, Black Olympic Sandals, Fire Olympic Sandals, Black and Silver Calliope Choker, Red Calliope Choker, Black and Gold Calliope Choker

*still so much to get*

Posted 10-28-2008 at 06:16 AM by Cassidy Rose Comments 0
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[COLOR="Crimson"][SIZE="2"][FONT="Book Antiqua"]Done ^^[/FONT][/SIZE][/COLOR]

Posted 08-27-2008 at 09:44 PM by Cassidy Rose Comments 1
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[SIZE="1"][COLOR="Crimson"][FONT="Book Antiqua"]I honestly don't know what I can do anymore... It is like lately everything keeps getting worse... I am still trying to find a job but so far I have no luck. I need the money for school and stuff but I keep filling out applicatios and calling the places after a few days and either the person I must speak with isn't in, the place isn't hiring, they aren't hiring for a few months, or I don't know..
Parents are being even harder and they can't just leave me be. I mean it is like "do this" and "do that," yes I know parents do that a lot but when its even more and not my stuff and when my sister does nothing when home, it isn't fair. I don't care if my sister has a job, my mom is the one who put the stupid note on the microwave to "Clean up after yourself!! Don't leave your dishes in the sink!! Put them in the dishwasher!!" I clean up after myself all the time, my sister leaves her stuff in the sink and my mom does too especially if it has been a few days or so of the dishes being in her room. It is disgusting!!! It isn't fair to have to keep cleaning up after my mom and sister while they do nothing but be lazy and s***! I take out the trash around the house ALL the time and my sister doesn't! It is like she is afraid she will get a disease or something.
Today a class I was hoping to get into since I was on the waitlist for the class, didn't come through so I am 2 credits short to get a loan I need so I can pay for things. Now I can't get the loan since I didn't get into the class.... I am only in one class since before school started I had to drop 2 other classes... I would have been in 4 if it wasn't for money issues... And the text I got from my moms phone, not sure it was from my b***** sister or my mother but they said that it was okay and that I would be cleaning the kitchen for the rest of my life which is utter BULL!!!! I already went through a lot because my parents saying they wanted to slit their wrists and stuff few weeks back and laughing about it all.
I am not okay righ tnow and my whole system is out of whack as well as I haven't been feeling well. I have been crying a bit today because I broke down... My head is killing me and so is my stomach... I don't even want to go home but I know I have to.... I really don't know what I can do right now, especially when I have no money or anything... My stress is through the roof and I am losing it more and more daily.

Yes, this is another ramble and stuff from me but I had to do that somewhere and stuff.... [/FONT][/COLOR][/SIZE]

Posted 07-09-2008 at 05:09 AM by Cassidy Rose Comments 0
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[FONT="Book Antiqua"][COLOR="Crimson"]It hasn't been that long since he has been gone but it feels like it has been a long time since him and I last talked...
He left to the airport when it was still Sunday night in California where I live but early Monday morning in New York where he lives.
I was breaking down a lot on Sunday because I didn't want him to be leaving... His e-mail he sent me before he left, made me cry more.
"[B][U]Subject: I couldn't leave without saying one more time... [/U][/B]
That I love you with all my heart and very soul. I am going miss you like hell. You're the best thing to ever happen to me. I know this won't help too much saying it, but I at least wanted to say this with our Anniversary coming up. You mean the world to me. If I ever lost you I would be devastated. In fact, right now I am devastated. Just punched my bed for a good minute, bunny didn't see of course I don't want him getting scared. You just mean so much to me and I hate leaving like this. I LOVE YOU. <3<3<3<3<3 God couldn't even make me stop love you. Try not to be too sad, don't lose your head. I'll be back! back and better than ever! Beelze 2.0! The XP edition! I love you kitty. I will talk to you... not when I talk to you... but soon! <3<3<3<3"
That was his e-mail and that night for me was hard... I couldn't really sleep at all. I broke down a lot on Monday as well. My mother thought it seemed rediculous by the look on her face. She doesn't seem to understand what it is between Beelze and I that keep our love so strong. He and I may have our little fights here and there but we work it all out and things get better. The first time him and I decided to be together, almost two years ago... It wasn't as hard of him leaving for two weeks to go to Puerto Rico, but this time... It is a lot harder for me.. I hear his voice every night and he is the one who can calm me... But so far I have gone two nights without hearing him and still no contact from him. I wasn't sure if he could get a phone or not...
Our two year anniversary hits tonight around 11:59pm (June 8th) my time in California and 2:59am (June 9th) his time in New York. It is complicating and everything but it is how we decided it. Not too long we decided to be engaged to get an ex of mine off my back and not pester me about how much he still loved me. Even though Beelze and I are engaged, we don't plan to get married right away. We still have a lot we are working on in life since he is only going to be 20 on July 13th and I am only 19. He means everything to me and to be even farther apart with no contact, it just hurts my heart. Today is the only day so far since he has left that I have no broken down... Although..... I feel like crying now... I feel lost without him around.
Waiting like this, it feels like he has been gone longer than he has been already. This whole anniversary coming up just isn't the same without him online or anything.. I continually look at my friends list on AOL just to see if he will appear online even though I realize he won't be on till the 21st... I have no motivation to draw like I want to so that I do some freebies I planned to do and the orders I need to do. My music doesn't help much since a lot of it reminds me of him...

I know I am just being sad about it all but I can't help it. I worry about him a lot and his is the love of my life. He has my heart and I have his.[/COLOR][/FONT]

Posted 06-18-2008 at 11:49 PM by Cassidy Rose Comments 0
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[CENTER][U][B]Items I am currently Questing/Want:[/B][/U](Pay/bribe with an item or so) ~if it is an expensive item I could probably do a few pieces, but it depends on how much the item is~

[B]CI's/Event Items[/B]

[SIZE="1"]Astral Halo
Sleepy Melodies Harp
Scepter of Order
Scepter of Chaos
Cloak of Healing
Scarf of Order
Garnet Dragon Sword
Staff of Healing
Spirit of the Phoenix
VDay 07 set (take forever to get but will be an artslave for even one of those items XD for awahile atleast)[/SIZE]

[B]Store Items[/B]

[U]Menewsha Imports[/U]
[SIZE="1"]Black/Silver Patterned Harem Skirt 650g
Red/Gold Patterned Harem Skirt 650g
Red/Gold Patterned Harem Pants 450g
Black/Silver Patterned Harem Pants 450g
Black/Silver Patterned Harem Shirt 350g
Red/Gold Patterned Harem Shirt 350g
Golden Garnet Dragon Gown
Silver Garnet Dragon Gown
Red fireflies
Red yukata
Golden slave collar
Midnight Hooded Cloak
Midnight Cloak
Red Temptress Dress
Black Temptress Dress
Priest of Fire Sash (F)
Black Pearl Bustier (F)
Deep Crimson Bustier
Ruby dragon gown[/SIZE]

[U]The Amory[/U]
[SIZE="1"]Golden Garnet Dragon Armguards (F)
Silver Garnet Dragon Armguards (F)
Sword from Hell
Phoenix Staff
Staff from Hell
Pure Hatred Staff[/SIZE]

[U]Emporio Palazzo[/U]
[SIZE="1"]Onyx Regis Cloak
Ruby Lolita Dress
EGL black skirt
EGL black corset[/SIZE]

[U]Petal Paradise[/U]
[SIZE="1"]Bloody Black Rose Bouquette
Red flower hairpins[/SIZE]

[U]Wonderland Boutique[/U]
[SIZE="1"]Rust Plaid Coat 700g
Hot Pankts 650g
Beige Ladies Blouse 500g
Blush Ladies Blouse 500g
Strawberry Truffle Top (F)
Red & Gold Tulip Dress
Pure Hatred Pants
Broken heart pants
Broken Heart Tuxedo Top
Aphrodite dress of Chaos
Aphrodite dress of Order[/SIZE]

[U]Headworks[/U]
[SIZE="1"]Riveted Black Top Hat 700g
Silver Crown Veil 450g
Gold Crown Veil 450g
Chibi tophat
Bitter Hag Hat
Aphrodite clips of Chaos
Priest of Fire hairpin
Midnight Hairpin
Midnight Dreams Ribbon
Aphrodite clips of Order
EGA black crown
Hairpin from Hell
Black harem headdress
Red harem headdress[/SIZE]

[U]Hot Gossip[/U]
[SIZE="1"]Red Flight Jacket (F) 350g
Red Oval Keyhole Space Top 300g
Red Square Key Hole Space Top 300g
Red Space Skirt 200g
Red Space Bra Top 175g
Bitter Hag Dress
Bitter Silver Capri Pants
Bitter Hag Cloak
Bitter Hag Top
Regular Black Jeans (F)
Cropped Black Jeans (F)
Black Cutie Skirt
Black Cutie Jeans
Black and White Prep Shirt (F)
Red and White Prep Shirt (F)[/SIZE]

[U]Lingerie Land[/U]
[SIZE="1"]Black/Silver Patterned Harem Bra 300g
Red/Gold Patterned Harem Bra 300g
Chaotic Panties
Panties of Order
Black temptress bodice
Bra of Order
Red temptress bodice
Chaotic Bra[/SIZE]

[U]Jewel's Dream[/U]
[SIZE="1"]Silver Ruby spiral tiara
Silver Ruby decor tiara
EGL black choker
Red butterfly hairpin
Midnight Bracelets
Regret Looms
Black Temptress Necklace
Bitter Silver Earrings
Regret Hangs
Gold Ruby decor tiara
Gold Ruby spiral tiara
Bitter Pants Pin[/SIZE]

[U]Accentuate[/U]
[SIZE="1"]Black Buckled Corset 350g
Red Inventor's Goggles 300g
Red Inventor's Head Goggles 300g
Black Buckled Gauntlets (F) 300g
Black Leather Belt 225g
Red/Gold Patterned Face Veil 350g
Black/Silver Patterned Face Veil 350g
Silver Harem Belt 350g
Gold Harem Belt 350g
Black and Red Long Space Gloves 300g
Black and Red Space Gloves 250g
Sash of darkness
Phoenix Scarf
Gloves of darkness
Midnight Scarf
Phoenix Gloves
EGL black sleeves
Bitter Silver Scarf
Garnet Dragon Gloves
Punked Gloves
Punked Collar
Black Leather Gloves
Deep Red Leather Gloves
Red Chain Belt
Black Doubled Belt
Black Chain Belt
Red Doubled Belt
Chocolate Rasberry Love Melt
Red Plain Belt
Red Spiked Cuff
Black Spiked Cuff
Fan of darkness[/SIZE]

[U]Hopscotch[/U]
[SIZE="1"]Shockingly Tall Black Buckled Boots 600g
Black Buckled Ankleboots 425g
Black and Red Moon Boots 450g
Black and Red Heeled Space Boots 425g
Black and Red Space Boots 400g
EGA black shoes
Ayumui's Black Shoes
Black goth shoes
Red goth shoes
EGL black shoes
Pure Hatred Boots
Phoenix Boots
Ayumui's Black Socks
Regret's Boots
Midnight Boots
Priest of Fire shoes
EGA striped socks
Bitter Hag Heels
EGL white socks
Golden Dragon Tail Heels
Fishnet Stockings
Midnight Shoes
Bitter Hag Flats
Silver Dragon Tail Heels
Strawberry Truffle Socks
Black Temptress Shoes
Red Temptress Shoes
Shoes from Hell
Black Pearl Shoes (F)
Deep Crimson Shoes (F)
Red Temptress Fishnets
Black Cutie Shoes[/SIZE]

[U]The Toy Box[/U]
[SIZE="1"]Bloody light brown teddy
Heart Balloon
Balloon from Hell[/SIZE]
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Recent Comments
[COLOR="Purple"]*Random hug for good luck!* (I know this is an older post...but I hope things are [or get] better now!)[/COLOR]
Posted 02-16-2010 at 08:07 AM by Rochiel Silverfire Rochiel Silverfire is offline