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I'm thinking i should write a book. It doesn't have to be long, but, i figured i'd try something new. Maybe even figure out what i wanted to do with my life.
So iv'e decided i would try some new things,
and try to figure out myself, and who i wanted to be. Anybody have any suggestions as to what i should write about? something along the lines of fantasy. I cant stop dreaming of things, so i want to contribute to that.
Lemmmie knoww!

Do any of you daydream a lot? Like, a lot a lot?
Iv'e been having this problem lately,
and it seems to effect me quite a bit because i don't pay attention to other little things around me.

With that being said, it seems like i can't stop.
It's almost like i want nothing more than to be in another world. A place that's more or less fantasy.
I cant get it out of my head! I'm always there, when i look at things that are around me, I go into this sort of trance. I want so badly to be there for real.
and you know whats odd?
It give me buterflys! Like I'm actually going to be there for real, and i get so happy. but then ill bring my focus back to real life and ill snap out of it almost instantly. And it feels disappointing. I love my life here!
and I'm happy with everyone around me and i have people i love and i have people who love me too, but its like something else calls for me, and i want it so bad.

DO ANY OF YOU FEEL THIS WAY?
i need help coping because i don't know what all of this means. How do i deal with this all of the time? Please, if you know anything about what i'm saying, let me know. I really need to know.

[FONT="Franklin Gothic Medium"][/FONT] welll, I supose the title was pretty obvious -_- sleepless nights suck!
So I'm having one of those nights, where you get into bed,
And you think your tired, but as soon as you close your eyes, you can't seem to keep them closed.... ugh.
Soooo, then you move arround in the bed.
Wicked twisting and turning. >_<
Then your neck starts to hurt. Like all the other bull crap wasn't enugh! :insane:
What are your sleeeeples nights like?