It's okay, you haven't upset me or anything. I won't even pretend like I know what to say, because I don't know what your life is like, but I really do hope it all gets better for you.
Still, a bachelor's is better than nothing these days. I had to work while attending college, so it was actually less trouble for me just to stop going and keep working... I felt like I was trying to ride two bicycles simultaneously or something.
And yeah, I think people get excited about some things just because they think they're supposed to. Everyone I've ever known who went to college felt the same way about graduation, like it was anticlimactic.