Rhys Luna Emweise's Profile

its a issue because im terrified of needles... still.... and i m=basicly have to stab a thin needle with tubing around it into my skin an dthen pull the needle dout to leave the tubbing in to deliver insulin..... it's not as bas as it used to be thoug.... i used ot have to try to get the needled an dtubign in over 7 tries in one change.... and that took a tole on my mental state....everyone keeps tellign me that i'll grow used ot needles... ive been having to give myself needles and injections since i was 10...im almost 26 now... an dim still terified of them.....

it was goign ok... she was just really dizy the last night before she went in... and i don't really know... i have a massive head ache today.... and trying to not have a panci attack knowing that i have to change my insuline site tomorrow

doing a bit better but now my aunt is back in the hospital >.<

done all that too.....T.T i just have no luck wiht jobs.... im applying to wellfare so i at least have something to pay for my loan and my medical supplises

oh i applied to every place that was hireing and places that were nto hireing... nothing... my resume is shite.......in highschool i was focusing on just graduating... because that's what ym mom was pushign for.. that i graduate... she had to drop out at 16 to help with the family finances....and had to go back to get her GED.... >C<

25 live at home, i did take a colledge course four years ago in hopes it woudl help me get a job ... ive been job hunting for years... no luck... ive hadn two jobs in the past year and a half... first time i have to leave for my own sake as they where expecting me to do a job they didn't train me for... and the secod one i was let go from..... i have no money to travle... i need every cent i can get my hands on to pay fo rmy studen tloan.....

mym mo works 12 hours a day... so she cant take care of her.... and ive told my mom i am... she desotn seam to belive me... and was very unsupportive when i had a girlfriend.... though that coudl ahve also been because teh girl wasnt the best person......-.- there arent many good people in teh town i live in saddly....

Aweshum stuff~~ what kinda books?

Ah, unsure. I hope you get paid again soon, though ^^ buy anything cool?

Oh wow :o sounds wonderful