But Ash that's not good for you, take it from someone who knows. And don't take this the wrong way, but if they were really your friends they wouldn't be giving you alcohol, they would be trying to find better ways of helping you....
Oh I know how that is.....Kisu makes it better for me though, she came during a time in my life whenevery thing seemed to be crashing down. Has he tried to talk to you or anything?