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That definitely helped. Thank yoU! I just feel like this is something that needs to be discussed in person with him. Not over the phone or in a text message. It's not right to do things like that. So I'm going to have to wait until June 1st at least. I'm going home May 31st but it's my birthday and I'm going out to dinner with my mom that night and I don't want to let that ruin my birthday. So I'm going to talk with him the day after I think. He works on my birthday anyway so it's not like I'll see him. >.< I just hate feeling like this.

haha no - not my first. I've had a couple - but the breakups were always mutual or on their side XD I've never had to initiate one.

But yeah -that's a good idea!

You see...I don't even know how to approach ASKING him for a break >.< I've NEVER had to think about breaking up with someone before. So I don't know. But everyone can see how uphappy I am. Something needs to be done. I need to sit down with him when school ends. I just don't want to think abuot it now...although I AM think about it now so...that's not working.

a pro and con list is good...but I can't think of pros right now. :(

I just feel so terrible. How do you love someone and then fall out of love...I feel like that right now. It's just so hard and stressful being the person who puts everything in and gets nothing back. I feel like I shouldn't have to do all the work. And I feel terrible. I did tell him how I felt a couple weeks ago and he acts like nothing has changed. But I feel like he senses how unhappy I am which is making HIM unhappy. I feel like such a terrible person stringing him along. I don't want to hurt him...but I love him and it's hard to let go. But it's hurting ME by staying. So I don't know.

Sorry to pour my heart out to you.

Thank you...it just really hurts. I feel like I'm alone because he just doesn't seem to care. And acts like nothing is wrong between us. And I have to be brave and talk to him outright...but it's just hard. I've never had to do this. But I don't want to keep hurting him or myself.

Thank you Dear <3

aww its so cute thank you

Boo!
*flees*