Supposedly he does care. But how do I know that's not a lie too?
I'm just so tired of this..
And now I'm sitting here crying.
And I'm just so tired of everything..
Because he's been busy all day until recently and doesn't call at night. Only in the afternoon.
When I told him I was done - he was all "I can still call you tonight but i don't think you want me to right now"
He doesn't want to fucking call me. He doesn't want to talk to me. He's just like them. Just like everyone else here. And I'm done.
And yeah - he probably thinks I'm overreacting and being stupid. But at this point?
I really don't care. He can do and think what he wants..
I'm done..
Said he would call while he was gone - never did.
Said he would call yesterday - didn't.
Said he would call today - didn't.
"Promises" he'll call tomorrow. Bull shit. Bull fucking shit.
And I'm done believing it. He can do whatever the fuck he wants. I'm done.
People saying one thing and then not doing it. I'm so tired of it. Everyone keeps doing it and I'm just so done. I'm so done hanging on empty words. I can't do it anymore. I'm done.
I KNOW THE MAC SUCKS -rips out hair- but I dont' know java whatsoever, so I don't really have any right to bitch, but i still want to I really wish it was updated -sigh-, probably be a whole nothing year before that happens though.
I got all eggs, but now I'm regretting it, like what the hell am I going to do with so many damned eggs >.<
Man o man, I'm doing these ink drawings for a friend and I totally fucked the dog on this last one so now I have to go back to the art store - an hour drive - and buy new paper because that was the last of it T_T
Roachi
