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Also, I have a new favourite song. Please listen to it when you get back. It is an amazing song and I have never seen a rapper do this sort of thing.

Oh ok then. GOOD NIGHT MASTER! *Kisses good bye* Have nice dreams and nice cuddles, OK? I am going to go to bed soon any way.

This should cheer you up a bit Master. Just watch the part about the Gnome. The rest is optional. The Gnome part is when I laughed so hard I sprayed coke everywhere XD

It's ok. I know how to cheer myself up. I am watching Ashens and he is really funny.
I guess I am scared to go to those sorts of places because they might tell me to just get over it and that I am being a drama queen, like my whole family and everyone else does... And I am afraid to do anything about my sexuality, because what if they tell me that I am not really what I feel I am and that I am just being dramatic or watch too much yaoi or.... When I told two of my good friends, they both said that I am not like a man at all and that I am just a tomboy... Actually... All my rl friends I told said the same thing...

Don't cry! Please! I am so sorry! I don't like to think I made you cry! I am a bad friend... :( Sorry... Please don't cry... Please! *Hugs

OMG what happened? You are spelling terrible O_O Are you ok Master? I hope I didn't make you cry or something... I'm sorry, please don't cry!

You know... You are the only person in my life right now that I care about... I mean, really look forward to talking to... IDK what would have happened if I didn't meet you... Now I get to feel loved and have someone to talk to...

... I am sorry to make you worry Tachi... I really do love you and I would hate to hurt you... There are only three reasons why I wouldn't kill myself. One: I am terrified that it would fail. Two: I hate pain. Three: I'd hate to do that to you. Maybe one day... one day... I can find someone like you... Maybe... And then I wouldn't be alone anymore...

Not a few. Eberyone in my life. Everyone. My sister knows I am upset. Does she come in and ask me if I am ok? No. I can't even talk to my mother about this, because she'll just flip my words and make it about me. I just. I just can't.

I can't. There is no way I can find friends. I'm scared of rejection. I can't take much more. I really can't breathe right now. I want to die so bad. I want to never wake up. There is no point living. There is no point at all. No one cares I got a job. They will force me to go the course even if I am working 20 hours because it's not 'full-time', including my mother. I am fat and ugly and I will never get to be who I really am inside. Anyone that I will meet will either fall for my fucking huge tits or love me for who I am but never be with me because of what I am......