Tachigami's Profile

*pokes again*

*pokes*

Bleh, so many wise people. So many people are a lot more enlightened than me! Sometimes I feel old, but right now I feel so young and mortal!

I can't accept this body. It's not easy to do. how would you like it if you were stuck in the body of a goat, but you knew you were a human. Everyone that looked at you would see a goat, no matter how much you tell them that you are a human. I know that's weird comparison, but it was the only thing I could think of.
My family will not listen to me. If I brought my mum to a side, she would just go on about how I sit at the computer all day or I have no job or I am fat or whatever other negative thing about me she can think of.
I do try to stop looking back, but it's hard not to. They were the happiest years of my life.
I cannot just go talk to people. I am actually shy in real life (would you believe) and I constantly think people are thinking bad things about me. I am not... good-looking, and I have a random humour that a lot of people think is a bit odd. Sometimes I say inappropriate things and I apologise a lot as well. I never take it to heart, but when your siblings are being mean to you and your mother just laughs...
Argh, I guess I just can't accept that I will never have the "normal" life that everyone else has. That I will never be what I want and that I should be fine with this disgusting body. That I should have children and wear make up. That I should just be the stupid girl that God decided to make me.
I don't know if that is what you meant, but that's what it sounded like. That I should stop wishing I was a boy and just be the girl everyone wants me to be. I'd rather die than do that.
It's ok, I don't want to bother your friend. I just wanted some friendly words of advice... I doubt anyone can help me.

If you'd like. You are my friend and if you want to help, you are more than welcome. I ws just bored and lonely. I had to listen to everyone else's problems my whole life, but no one will listen to mine.
And if there is anything you really need help with that the others can't help you with, I am always here for you Tachi-sama.

That's ok. I was busy pouring my heart and soul out in a help thread. not like anyone can help me, but some friendly advice would make me feel a little better.

Hahahaha. Sounds pretty cool. And strange.
Now to be honest, I don't really like that character. Don't get me wrong, I love all the detail and work you put into him. I guess he seems too "Twilighty/Vampire" for me to bare. I know that isn't at all what you intended. I am sorry, I just thought I'd be honest with you :P Parts of his character are pretty cool though.
That RP reminds me of one I did once with... well myself. There was this singer that had the most beautiful voice, he could make anyone cry. He was chained night and day and forced to sing for this tyranical King. One day, there was a War and the King was murdered. They found the slave, and instead of setting him free, they cut his throat in a way that he lost his voice but survived.
I am freakin' weird.

Sounds like something that could be incorporated into my "Carnival of Souls" plot line in all honesty. Though he sounds like more of the Ringleader... As the "freaks" are all locked in cages and forced to perform. Many starving to death or dying from diseases... And then you have the doctor who likes experimenting on them...

And it's ok, I've just been stalking around.

@[email protected] OK then :D

Azrael, Az for short. Possibly Azzy at times.