i'm wearing sweat pants and i'm still chilly lol but we have the heat on :P
actually, i'm just taking a break from watching doctor who, but now i'm getting sleepy so i might read until i fade out... how about you?
i don't think it's totally bad to look back on your past, cause that is how we learn and gain experience... i don't think it's ok to dwell on the past though, but i also know sometimes it's really hard not to
my sleep was alright and work was the same... it's very cold here today though and rainy... i hope your day was better
hmm they don't seem very helpful at all, huh? too bad you didn't have another person who could help you study the things you need to learn, like a tutor of sorts... my mom just got her hands on a huge prep book and read it on her own for the most part... i don't know if this is the case where you live, but around here you can take the test in sections, like math, reading comprehension, etc
i'm happy to hear that you haven't been crying at night :hug: one of my favorite sayings is 'time heals all wounds' and it's true... although, it takes longer to forget
and it's almost 3am here! :O where did the time go!? i have work tomorrow lol
i hope you are feeling a little better and just remember to do one thing at a time so you don't feel overwhelmed about the GED thing :)
hope you get some good sleep!
talk to you soon i hope!
it's ok, don't be sorry for the length of your rant at all... it's nice to be able to talk about things like this instead of bottling it up... i'm sorry to hear that you had a rough time in high school and getting a GED isn't too bad, actually my mom had to leave school at 16 cause she was pregnant with me and went back years later for hers. if you go talk to the people they usually give you a book or papers about what is on the test so you know what to study. maybe ask some adult education people?? maybe call your high school and ask who you can talk to about it
as far as crying goes, just let it out... in the privacy of your own room, or the shower or go on a walk in the woods, but just cry as loud and as hard as you need to and you'll feel better after... it's the holding it in part that gets you
oh you quit hs? is this just a recent development? i know you mentioned you were sad about the guy, and he's the one who should feel pathetic not you... and no, i'm not so sad anymore, thank you. it took a lot of time, but i guess i just cried it out and moved on. something that helped me to feel better was to do things that made me feel happy, even just the littlest things... like one that really helped the most was i made a new friend. someone who didn't know anything about me and didn't know i was sad in the first place. it makes for a wonderful distraction... ya know, a new thread might be a good place to find a new friend ;)
there is nothing bad or wrong about crying... i went through a rough time recently where i felt like for a good solid month at least all i did was cry whenever i was alone. i tried, and sometimes failed, to not cry in front of others, but it's things like that which make us human and it just means you are more in tune and outward with your emotions... better that than being a person who can't cry at all
thank you! *is patpated* i don't know them much but she loves them and i know of arashi cause i've seen jun in jdramas, quite a few... i love jdramas! :squee: but kat-tun is totally my fave jpop boy band! :D
i like these girls! they are quite good :) i tend to go for more of the boy bands cause i have another friend who loves kat-tun... wait... i think i told you about this before... AND I JUST REMEMBERED THE NAME OF THE GROUP I WAS TRYING TO TELL YOU A WHILE BACK!!! they are called kanjani8 hahaha oh man, i'm so happy i remembered :P
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