Sinsue Hoshigo's Profile

I call that a slump. Your just having a bad time and maybe you are slightly depressed or your like me. I use to like being around people and things like that. But now I like staying inside. Maybe we are just a new brand of people. Who knows. But for now I think you just need to take life easy, life is t ment to be stressfull or boring. Life is suppose to be fun in a way that you view fun. Some people think fun is eating bugs while others like to read books, it all depends in a person and how they like to do things. But I think tomorrow I might give you my cell phone number if you want. That way if you need someone to talk to I am there.

Okay from that whole paragraph it made my head spin which means it makes yours does. You need to take a chill pill. I think that is what you need to do. You need to stop worrying about all this stuff. Stress can cause many probelm and it might be the Cause for yours. Stop worrying about how old your turning, it is just another year of your life and you have plenty of time to play adult to just be a kid for now. You can still be a kid and a adult, so don't let other peoples words get to you. With your depression thing sure you could be despressed or you could just be having a bad day. It is life but before you make yourself believe you have something like depression go to a doctor. Let him decide if you have it or don't. Till then stop worrying about it, it only makes the probelm worse. And when it comes to the bottling thing I don't know. I am still trying to work that out muself.
This is all what I think, you just need to relax for a little bit and stop worrying so much.

Lol, I get like that too when I am looking for a pic. It is a very serious thing wince it is how your character looks in a rp.

Don't let them talk to you like that, if you want to be string then go and be strong. Shove the people who say your weak out of the way. Who are they to tell you that you are weak? And don't let things bottle up, it isn't good. I should know since I do it alot. The only emotion I ever show is happyness, I show it even when I want to cry. But when a problem get to you talk to someone right away, it is better for you. Oh and your not depressed, if you were I am sure you would of given the indication you were In our conversation.

No one appears as how they think or feel. With me I know and feel strong, I can prove that by tackling my friends to he ground. But when it comes to how j look that is completely different, I side I picture myself as this strong amazing girl that is nothing like how I look on the outside. On thr outside I am a shrimpy, geeky girl who acts like a 7 year old half he time. So we all have that but you shoudlnt let it get to you like that and make you unstable. It is just how the mind works and frankly he mind is k e mystyrious place.
Oh and that sucks!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hopefully hey won't have to do much with your back because that just sucks.

Your not weak, I can tell you that right now. But you don't always have to play being strong, it is okay to show you need help. There is no shame in that. I have known your for over a year and I can already tell your ten times stronger then me in more ways then one. But if your looking for a job don't think, feel. Go for a job that you will like to do because then you will be happy doing it.
And just wondering, do you need more heart and back sergury?

Let me see out of all of those I know I have ADD and when you typed asama did you mean athsma because I have that. But that sucks to have all of that. But don't think you can't go off and work becaus e of that, think of it as a reason to go and worm. Show everyone that your are poweful even though you have all those problems.

Wow, that sucks. But in all truth I don't have a clear road on what I want to do either so we are in the same boat. You just have to pick a path and see how you like it. But what kind of problems? And how would it harm you when it comes to working?

Being 17 isnothing, I already am and have been for a while. It is nothing trust me. What I am concerned about is my next birthday. I will be 18 and in a year going off to college, it is hard to believe that when I first came on here I was only a freshman.

I will put up a new pic in the morning and your girl can be anything.
Oh and how are you? I haven't talked to you in a while.