I'm probably just being a total angst bucket, finding problems where there aren't any.. But, it's just that.. I keep getting all mushy, and sensitive. Though, I guess my father's shouting and throwing of objects, my mother's constant nagging, and my general moodiness, might have something to do with it? Who knows?
*Scrubs face* Ugh! I just don't think I can do this moody thing any longer.. Because, I realized that the more I cry, the more I see how emotionally handicap my whole family is. And I'm just not ready to deal with the fact that, I have no one to confide in when I get sad, it's like I'm only supposed to be my happy self.
But, the longer I keep it bottled up, the less I feel comfortable with sharing my feelings in general with my family. I mean, my grandmother (who I've only seen twice in the passed SIX years) does a better job at listening to me, then my own parents. It's just unbelievable.. And I hate that I know that it's true. *Huffs loudly* I think that's all..
I'm sorry for complaining to you, I just needed to get it off my chest.