Isabella Swan's Profile

I really had fun with my first Prom.
Its just that its kinda disappointed that I didn't win any awards xP
Anyhow that not why I'm really disappointed..... I'm disappointed about my friend, close friend actually. She is the one who asked me early in the morning if she could have a dance with me in case no guy ever ask me. I was really touch and happy.
And as expected no guy [b]asked me[/b]. I'm cool with it, but the really most sad, hurtful and disappointing part is where I asked my friend who asked me earlier to dance with her, coldly rejected me =[
She even made a face ._. like she really didn't want to be asked by a girl, a [i]close[/i] friend girl.
I though she was just tired from dancing....well that's what I though, until 10secs have past, a guy asked her and she is suddenly willing to dance like she is not tired at all ;_;

I felt like I was betrayed by her =[

Is it really that bad to be asked by a close friend to dance? A girl to girl (who are almost like sister) dance?
Is it really that humiliating?
I asked my other girl friends to dance with me and they didn't reject me. Some girls are even concern about me if I'm cool not dancing with guys. Those girls are not even my close friends but they really are kind. How come my close friend rejected me to have a dance with a guy she doesn't even like?

Did she rejected me so that she could have a dance with the other guys???:cry:

As people said you just can truly know your real friends when they help you in trouble.
And clearly I was in big trouble for being a wallflower. And those girls who are not even close to me are the most concern to help me at that time.

That's what I have learned that night.