Oh, I know. Just at times it makes me worry, you know? Like I know that he does have some 'free' time on the weekends, but of course he never manages to call/text, even though I don't stop texting him. I'm terrified of calling him and getting him into trouble.
And exactly! I just need to try to re-gain energy and strength. Just too much. In a way I'm glad that that one housesitting/pet sitting job fell through as it felt like I was trying to take on too much.
Oh, I know things will be ok. Just right now things are tough, but I can't imagine life with out him.
congrats on the new job!! and i always hated moving... always had too much crap and it took forever to sort through it all, but it's good to have the man to help you ;)
i drove a lot this weekend cause i picked up our beloved sprinkles leader a couple states over then drove a couple more states over to go to woody's house! then i had to drive facade back and then go home... very late night!
you don't have a license?? did you always live in a place where you didn't really need one?
I can't stop thinking about it.
I just miss him so much, and I'm just worried that he'll find someone that he loves more than me. I'm so terrified about that. I don't really know how I'm supposed to do this. My mom's been getting all worried as all I do is work and sleep and do nothing. I don't have the energy to go out anymore.
Love you loads too! Working has been going ok. One of the house sitting jobs I was going to do fell through but eh, I'll survive. I've got 200 dollars saved up at the moment, not much, but hey, it's a start right? I'll be getting about 1100 dollars from the child sitting job I'm doing. At least on days that I have the boys they help me not dwell on how much I miss him.
Oh, cool! I hope that it all goes smoothly. :hug: :heart:
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