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[B]Some people would say that it was a good thing that I always want to be social. But for a few weeks lately, there haven't been many to socialize with. It's kind of been going down hill for me since my ex. I remember him telling me to go out and be happy. But the problem is, it seems to be highly impossible.

Yes, I smile and I laugh all the time when I'm watching a funny movie or hanging with one of my friends or even watching my cat or my sister's dog being stupid. But when things go the wrong thing or let me down and I'm alone, things get pretty bad.

I guess you could say that I hate bing alone in a way. But nowadays, there are just so many people annoy me if I'm around them all the time, so in another way, I love being alone.

Most of the time, I end up with my nose stuck in a good book or replying to my hopeless romantic rp's of mine on here. Other times I'd being working on a necklace for the upcoming art show where I'll finally be able to sell my necklaces.

Okay. I just felt like ranting somewhere. :P[/B]

Ever hate it when you're in this perfect mood and everything's going great and then all of a sudden, a rush of a thousand heartbreaks hits you when a certain song plays or when something comes to your attention that makes you think of something that happened in the past that changed your life or scarred you?
Well, I sure hate it.
Maybe the song that you've once called '[I]our song[/I]' brings back the memories of his arms wrapped around you, the way he kissed you, how happy and belonging he made you feel, the way he could brighten up your day with a single smile, and not to mention his voice...his eyes...his touch...his smell. All so invigorating and timeless.
But what happens when it's to the point you come to tears and everything that made you smile tares away from you? That's some tough times right now. It sucks, huh?
Well, this was basically my rambling about some random thought.

[FONT="Times New Roman"][SIZE="2"]During my first five years (including Kindergarten) in school, I've been perfectly fine and normal with my attendance and health. I only missed when I had the flue or when I had more important plans to attend (like my sister's art award when we had to go to New York City for...). But then Sixth grade hit. I got a very bad viral infection which [I]really[/I] messed up my immune system. My stomach too. Right up to the point where certain foods I ate, my stomach would get upset and couldn't handle it and I'd be constantly in the bathroom. I missed so many days of school over when it happened. It mainly got upset whenever I'd drink anything with milk in it, eat anything lattuce, or eat too much chocolate. That never happened before.

Now...four years later...I still have the same problem...only this time it isn't ever single flipping week. It's more...scattered throughout the months. Like twice at the most. Whenever I'd go to my doctor, he'd always come up with various reasons. I was stressed, nervous, I shouldn't eat too much of this and that....it never added up to anything.

My one friend, who's always in the hospital because her body hates her and doesn't want to work, thinks there's something seriously wrong with my stomach...like medically wrong. But she's not a doctor. :P

Ah...what a life I live with my stomach.... [/SIZE][/FONT]

Wow. I find this quite funny actually. Before two summers ago, I hated reading. The very thought of reading never appealed to me...at all. But no...I just had to be introduced to the Twilight saga. :gonk:

So, after reading the whole Twilight series, I've been nothing but a book worm. All I ever do is read, read...and read. And thanks to twilight, I've been more opened to different types of books. Although I prefer something with romance in it, I have started to read Harry Potter...and I feel in love with that series as well. And Harry Potter is SO much better than Twilight. Far better grammar and more talent. Ha haha and then I fell in love with the House of Night Series. I just recently bought Tempted and I'm almost done with Hunted. Yay! I can't wait to bye Burned....