We've not stopped living. We do what we'd normally do, only we're hindered from visiting others because we don't want to cause any harm to anyone else. I think he's paranoid that we might be in their crosshairs too. I try not to question the one that was actually involved with them for five years.
Horrible. I dream about Cole all the time! But the dreams are never as horrible as that. It was like he'd gone crazy and... I don't know.
Yes, unless he's finally tracked down. That's why we're all so careful over here..
Ah, okay... Okay, it kind of starts in a 'first-person' type of point of view that has me waking up with ringing ears and almost blinded by a light overhead. I figure out I'm on a bed in time to see Cole smiling with a knife in his hand, and he says "They... found me. They found me and now I can't let them find you, or you'll tell them..." He looks insane, and twitches a little, and I hear myself ask "What do you mean? Cole...? What's with th---?"
"Shhhhh." Cole glares at me and I be quiet, and he puts the tip of the knife on my chest. "Shhh. Gizzie, I can't let you... But don't worry. Don't worry, I can make it stop. I can make it all stop. And we can be together then. Alone. I'll make it quick... I'll... try." And he stabs me in the lower left side, twice. And... it's like I actually feel it. But I can't wake up. In the dream I kind of... black out and the ringing comes back, and when I come to again, I find the bed I'm on is covered in blood and I see Cole just... hanging. From the ceiling.
Too much, really. We have to go to great extent to direct our connections to the Internet to randomized places so no tracks can be placed on them. But I have no idea what's going on in that respect... never did understand. But he does have Kya on his friends' list, you might've talked to him before~
I... don't know if I should ... I mean, let everything out on you like you're my therapist.
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