He he ~ Well I was going to make a post that would explain everything about Akito once the full moon reveals who Akito truly is. I guess I won't get to it now but oh well.
I fail at... romance writing. Well, I did when I attempted it a couple times a while back. I'm just... I guess I ought to get my feet wet again, this time 'round, now that I understand it more.
It's happened to me a couple times, really. They did come back, after I had a mini-stroke... But they promised never to wander off again unless they either let me know beforehand or just couldn't help it---I mean, even I vanish for a while without notice, but I just can't get to a computer.
Neko and I are a pair? Ha, maybe... He's just so adorable and sweet. Alas, I belong to another. And I know what actual 'love' stuff feels like. Something I thought impossible... Weird...
Well, I figured I ought to try. Believe it or not this particular RP came from a dream I had, in which I was, oddly, center character. Well, co-character, really... I told it to Neko and suddenly he really, really wanted to do an RP like it. So I decided to... test the waters, really. Hopefully I don't fail horribly later.
I've had it happen a time or two. Oh, God, I couldn't stand the worry... Every day I'd get online and hope like hell I see a notification... One went on for several months like that, I nearly died... Neko's not done that, since he's just a few months old on Mene. I've known him since the second or so day he's been here. He's only been off when he said he would be, going to spend a few days at a friend's house. I desperately hope he doesn't do that, or isn't forced to vanish for a time... Would drive me insane...
I'm sure it will. Just have to work with it a little.
Ha, poor Nick. I actually decided to base him on me, Pap. He looks and acts just like I do, though I decided to change his name. For obvious reasons. Although Solace is so adorable, I can't take it....
Hah, I know what you mean there... When Neko's not online I just worry all over, since he's usually around at a certain time or at least drops in for two seconds to say if he's going to be here or not... I've figured out our zones, so I tend to be able to point what time it is there as opposed to here.
I suppose I am... I guess it depends on the situation if I should be straightforward. Still a little awkward, honestly, so writing things down is a little strange, yet...
Ah, good. Well, so glad you enjoy it. I love knowing something I work on with a friend is enjoyed by others.
Huh, probably. I hate the time zone differences, I really do... Not so bad when one knows how to work around it, though, I guess.
Or every few minutes, depends on how busy I am in which my mind is allowed to go about unchecked.
You really think so!? *squee* I'm so glad you think it's good. You've told Neko, yes? No? He's just gotten offline, sadly... Was having such fun with my little Neko-slave...
I suppose so.... But I thought my subconscious was just fine... As in, didn't even entertain thoughts such as what I do on a half-hourly basis. Or less. Although I believe only one's a specifically romance-fueled..
That's definitely the truth. He and I have the longest conversation on my page so far, I believe.
Hm? Well at the beginning of February, I couldn't take the dreams anymore and went to talk about them with one of my housemates---who as he put it, had been a bit infatuated with me for several years now but said nothing since I felt little romantic inclination in general. Apparently (because now that's a lie). Nowadays, though, I do tend to have extensive, somewhat perverted conversations with Neko. Others in the house took a liking to the new me as well, thus the 'weirdly enough' part of that sentence. And apparently Neko's down with it, so to say.
Oh yes. We talk like crazy, Papi! I'm actually shocked every time I look at the page numbers we've racked up.
Oh, I'm definitely happy! But... Nowadays it's pretty impossible for me not to be thinking exceptionally perverse thoughts, ideas, and kind of get lost in my head or get distracted by the very person I went to to talk about the dreams... A big difference to the old me, but I like it. I've found others to really like it too... Weirdly enough.
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