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[CENTER][SIZE="1"][I]Blah, it's been a fun month of chaos and what nots. Birthday came and past like nothing.

School seems to be kicking my butt in the sense that it's a lot to pack into one week. But! I've been managing to maintain an A in all my classes so, Wooo!! Haha, though man am I taking that hit for that each week. But Oh well it's worth the prize because the final goal at the end is FAR! better than anything they can throw at me. So BRING IT!!!

University students are back in town now and so that means, friends! Yesh! Been waiting for what seems like forever to see some of them. Gives me something to look forward to when I'm not working or doing school work. T__T Sweet relief. Haha.

Finally got my fabric for my Vriska Serket God Tier outfit, so I can knock on costume out of the ring. Woo! Got love being productive.

So with saying all that I'm not sure how much I can actually make it on. Not saying I'm dropping all my rps all together. I just need time to get into a solid grove of things that really works for me. So, I'll keep everyone up-to-date on that. [/I][/SIZE][/CENTER]

[CENTER][I][SIZE="1"]Yeah, that's how I feel at this point and the year has just started. Lovely, isn't it? -__-
Let's begin with why I feel this way. Well, I'm getting ready to start college. Hurray!! Wooot~! Yeah, all those words of expressing excitement. I'm excited about it don't get me wrong, but God. The finical process alone makes me want to scream and pull my hair out. So much of my time has been put into that.

2. I've been asked to join multiple Cosplay groups for Colossal Con. Which, is awesome, but it just adds to my plate of cosplays I need to make in the next few months. Then the possibility of joining the Masquerade. X__X So much to get ready for.

3. Work!!! I have to jungle the two other things around work. Gah, it's very possible, but it's just tiring at the end of each day. But, Oh well.

Looks like the beginning of 2013 is going to be a busy one. [/SIZE][/I][/CENTER]

[CENTER]The souls of long ago have broken free from there eternal resting place. They seek revenge on those who have damned them. Their souls grow restless with each passing. They demand the revenge they think they so rightly deserve. They will stop at nothing to kill those responsible for their deaths. What has happened to cause such a riot among the souls? The ones they seek are long gone punished for their unforgivable crimes. Yet, these souls remain at large killing the innocent people of this world. We cannot control these souls any longer. We ask for forgiveness for we are about to commit sins. We will cast these souls out into the pit of hell where they now belong for their new found sins. We cannot allow this to continue for the safety of the world we are to watch over. Goddess, forgive me and my people. We must save the people before we are too late.
The human world was something most of us thought of only of as a dream. It was something that we were told never to touch, never to go near. It was the jewel that we were here to protect and nothing more. Those of us who had been given the privilege to go to the human world were not fooled. It was no jewel it was a corrupt world full of foolish creators. Then again, who were we to judge them? We were in fact the same only a few factors separated us from them. They were given more freedom than us and most of us envy them for that.
The Goddess had given them lives that they could live freely and we were given jobs and duties from birth. Everything we were to do was to protect that creation that is what is engraved into our minds. That was our purpose, to protect the Goddesses creations. We are the tools that are used to protect. Nothing more and nothing less, this is our job or right.
Did I hate those humans for this? No, I could not hate them for that fact. They did not choose this for us. They didn’t even know we really existed. They had tales of us, but they had no real evidence that we really existed. I cannot hate them for something they had no control over. I will protect them because they can live the life that I can only wish to live. They have the right to enjoy the life the Goddess has given them. I will do the job I was given and I will protect them until I am unable to do so.[/CENTER]

[CENTER]Can you hear them? They are screaming your name. Calling out to you; reaching out to you. They want you back, they need you back. They protest to you endlessly through the night, you cover your ears trying to hide from their cries. You scream in frustration, but their voices still carry.
You try to avoid them; you try to ignore. They always know your desires, your inner self. They prey off your sanity with no mercy. You beg, you cry no one listens to your pleas. Why must they listen to the sound of one voice? You are but one and they are many.
Enough is enough and you will not cower. You must quiet these voices that you cannot bear. They may be many, but your voice will be heard. Tame them to your liking or cage them back. But whatever you do remember one thing. These voices that you hear are thoughts in your brain. Do not worry. Do not cry. These voices cannot harm you, but they can drive you insane.
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A house full of everything I could ever wish for. Rooms full of items your mind has only dreamt of. Everything was made for my pleasure, yet all it brings now is sorrow. The house is full, but the emptiness is so complete.
He is gone. I repeat to myself. I know he is gone in my mind, but my heart refuses to listen it wishes for his return. I know he is gone, yet my heart refuses to listen to the logic of my mind. I know he will never return, yet there still is hope for his return.
The empty halls echo with my past. Webs of memories waiting to be reawakened, a walk down the halls will only bring me a tear stained cheek and a head full of unwanted visions of my past. My head fills with unwanted visions of my past without a walk down the empty halls. Your always the one on my mind, but nothing good ever comes from those thoughts.
Five years have passed and you still have not returned. I still wait for you. I watch the sun slowly rise to start a new day. I want you to come home, but you will never be back. I am leaving you like you left me if you return it is your turn to wait for me. I know now that all you gave me was false happiness and a broken heart beyond repair. Your name is now unspoken. You are forgotten by everyone, but me. When your name is spoken it brings back the emptiness and the unwanted visions of my past.