You're smarter than you think, you know? *Translation: Duh, you're right!*
Anyway, I still find it very weird that the dreams just fell on me two nights ago with absolutely no forewarning. No indication, nothing. And now it's dug its little wormy claws into my head and won't leave me alone even during the day! Hell, Cole's rarely wrong when it comes to things like this. Might be why he's usually so quiet. I guess he'll be happy when I tell him later...
Oh, far from illness. Far, far away. What, you can't gather context clues? Because go ahead, I'm pretty sure you'll hit the nail on the head too! Besides, like I said, Cole was pretty spot-on when he told me what it was all about.
I'll... keep it between me and him for a while. He said he'd 'help out', so I'll accept that 'help'. So long as there's a safeword---
---I'm gonna go figuratively curl up in a dark corner and gather wits. They must've crawled out of my ears and ran off...
Friggin---Hell. Thinking about taking him up on the offer. Who the hell knows anymore? I sure don't! But I know what my problem is, Cole told me and it's basically what it is, I'm ignoring things, pushing them aside, and these dreams are just recreating way-too-explicit situations in my head because I won't acknowledge them during my waking hours. Or I might, but I just brush them off because it's way too confusing to me.
All right... all right. Okay... Ha, I'll be just fine! Because... well, just because.
I actually came up with this one a few years back. Part of a series set in Snow Island, a place of vampire, werewolf, angel, demon, fae-blood, and other not-entirely-human race mixed with human. This one was an older teenager, about eighteen or nineteen years old, of this odd strain of vampire blood having been locked in the basement of the house owned by his grandparents. There he was treated like an animal, chained to the floor because they never trusted him otherwise and residing on the blood of mice that found their way into his room. He was taken out by a few special forces units of the S. I. Special Investigation team and thus put under watch by a rather new agent. I... never got beyond that...
Anyway. Hope to see you back soon! I actually have to do something, so it'll get my mind off my dreams and probably focus me a bit too. Until then!
Well it's not much of a war-type thing. More of a hostage-seizure-protection type of thing while several organizations try to ambush and capture the 'vampire' for study while others want to just kill it.
This particular vampire I have in mind is usually much more vicious when attacking to feed, but under an especially long time of stress it can lead to an internal rejection of the blood it's already consumed. Somewhat animalistic when in hunt-mode, this race is seen as very dangerous and better to be killed without mercy... Is my general feel, anyway.
My first internet home was Neopets, back when I was still in school and internet was dial-up. I remember my original account had something to do with Yu-Gi-Oh! Seeing that my friends and I were obsessed with the anime at the time. I stayed on there until, I believe I got bored of it or we stopped having the internet.
At the time, I had a good friend who I used to role play with. We did so for many years, even when we didn't go to the same school and lived miles away from each other.
My internet home became fanfiction for a long time. It was the perfect place to practice my writing and also write about my favourite characters. I was known as Regiathius, Ilovephantom, Ilovenekos and finally, NekoLen. I have written many fanfics for many fandoms.
One day, while on my Facebook, I came across a site called Tinier Me. It was an avi chat site, with items and pets and games. I fell in love and played on it for many years. After three name changes, two break-ups, I became sick of the site and left. It no longer exists sadly.
I played League of Legends for 2 years, gaining some friends and having some fun. I have grown tired of the community however, so I have slowed down on playing it.
And so I came here. I hope I can make many good friends and have lots of fun roleplaying with you all.
Some Quick Facts
NekoLen is transgendered, being physically female but mentally male. NekoLen refers to himself as male and would like for you to do so, even if his avi is wearing a dress.
Yes, I live in New Zealand. No, I don't hump sheep. Cows are sexier ;)
I used to be an avid fan of anime, but have recently stopped watching due to laziness. The last anime series I watched was Durarara!
I am 21, live at home, have no job and hardly any friends. Kinda a bum, if you know what I mean.
Even though I am single, I don't plan on having a relationship with anyone on here or elsewhere. I have a few battle scars, so I am weary of relationships nowadays. But I am happy to be your friend :)
Location
New Zealand
Interests
Pokemon, League of Legends, writing yaoi, roleplaying
About Me
NekoLen