Oh, gads Neko, I always hate when you talk like that! It makes me feel horrible that I can't be there for just a second to hug you and tell you everything will be okay because it will be! You know, you do have friends. If anything you have friends, even if they're not with you physically they---we're there with you mentally. We watch out fr you the best we can, from our predicament and location. And I just hate that word, suicidal. It makes me remember bad things. Things I really hate to even consider you feeling or knowing or dealing with. And all due to a game, and the bad luck streak you had? Oh my, Neko. I'm not feeling you're stupid or useless because of it of course, never! But there are so many other games! And so many that can make you feel much better, so much better... I guess my philosophy is, if a game makes you want to kill yourself instead of either other players or NPCs, I think it's not that great a game in the long run.
*hugs tight* But Neko... I do hope you remember Pap. And me, and Cole and Danny and Dexter and Cin and Raine and Sheila and Azzie and Allie. Because we all love you, you know? They absolutely love to hear about you, and know how you are and what you might be up to... So you DO have friends, even if they're with you in spirit rather than life.
Ooh! Haha, true, that'd... that'd be tough. I play a game with big text and suddenly I feel like I have to magnify Mene a bit until that feeling wears off.
NYO~ No, nonono, no thank you very very damn much! I'm not even curious, nope I'm not! Because gawd... It'd either last all day or get so unbearable... Oh wow... Nope!
Nothing's really advertised in the open-market stalls like that. One just asks about it to the stall owner and learns about the various fruits or vegetables or clothes or cloth they sell, or in this case, various herbs ranging from tea leaves to medicines to food spices. She said the one in charge of the stall said it increased sensitivity for the taker, that it takes hold quickly and lasts several hours.
Hah, no, I'm pretty sure it'd last a lot longer... And cause a LOT of side effects. Was bought at an herbal stand, things found in Peru and Brazil. I've been there, but... only ever bought tea leaves from the stand...
My first internet home was Neopets, back when I was still in school and internet was dial-up. I remember my original account had something to do with Yu-Gi-Oh! Seeing that my friends and I were obsessed with the anime at the time. I stayed on there until, I believe I got bored of it or we stopped having the internet.
At the time, I had a good friend who I used to role play with. We did so for many years, even when we didn't go to the same school and lived miles away from each other.
My internet home became fanfiction for a long time. It was the perfect place to practice my writing and also write about my favourite characters. I was known as Regiathius, Ilovephantom, Ilovenekos and finally, NekoLen. I have written many fanfics for many fandoms.
One day, while on my Facebook, I came across a site called Tinier Me. It was an avi chat site, with items and pets and games. I fell in love and played on it for many years. After three name changes, two break-ups, I became sick of the site and left. It no longer exists sadly.
I played League of Legends for 2 years, gaining some friends and having some fun. I have grown tired of the community however, so I have slowed down on playing it.
And so I came here. I hope I can make many good friends and have lots of fun roleplaying with you all.
Some Quick Facts
NekoLen is transgendered, being physically female but mentally male. NekoLen refers to himself as male and would like for you to do so, even if his avi is wearing a dress.
Yes, I live in New Zealand. No, I don't hump sheep. Cows are sexier ;)
I used to be an avid fan of anime, but have recently stopped watching due to laziness. The last anime series I watched was Durarara!
I am 21, live at home, have no job and hardly any friends. Kinda a bum, if you know what I mean.
Even though I am single, I don't plan on having a relationship with anyone on here or elsewhere. I have a few battle scars, so I am weary of relationships nowadays. But I am happy to be your friend :)
Location
New Zealand
Interests
Pokemon, League of Legends, writing yaoi, roleplaying
Visitor Messages
Hay, sweet widdle kitty!I didn't go back on my promise! Looks like you worried Giz earlier.
NekoLen