LOL OMG i haven't seen someone give birth in RL only on you tube clips. It's pretty scary. Esp when you get told "Your first is the hardest it will rip you apart". xDD
I dunno i still want one through all of that, even though it's goin to be super scary!! Just gotta find the right guy now! Hoping the next will be
Soo true! Good thinking! How old are you?
Aww i haven't been down there in awhile. When is it going to be set up? Be so happy when it is ^^
That's what craig did, underestimated me, thought i was too nice to go snooping lol. Idiot ... i'm a female! That's what we're best at doing! xD Yeah so true, i got these 2 girls hating on me still even though we left high school like 8 years ago. LOL
Well my sister lives down in the south island, so she's miles away i never get to see her kids. I spent like 5 months with them when i moved down to be closer to my bf and stuff. But that's about it really. She was up in auckland recently and didn't even come around to see us. My mum and her have this huge grievance between them - so she's kinda eh about mum and stuff. I kinda don't blame her, but ... she is up herself though.
Thinks she's too good for everyone else attitude. And my cousins kids are actually in australia, all but the 2 youngest which are the boys. Because they're moving over there pretty soon. And then my younger brothers baby, they live about a 8 hour drive from us, soo in retrospective, there's no one around lol.
Well in this case they definitly didn't know. Well the ones i spoke to anyway ... I think there may be one who is stupid enough. But the last one, was horrified, and we got to talking and are gonna meet up after easter for a coffee lol. I mean i can understand there are those females that like to play around with men who are taken. But he was putting himself on line saying he was single, there was no mention of me whatsoever. He'd say we broke up a few months back, so these woman thought he was single ... and for that, i can't hate them. Because they had no clue ya know? And as soon as they did they backed off, n told him to go shove it pretty much.
But your right about females being vindictive. We def are. If we want to play that game we can play it pretty well and cover all our tracks in the process. That's the thing guys don't get, we could out do them no sweat, they shouldn't underestimate us.
Lols yeah my friend nivvy was like "rainbow diarrhea" xDD.
Haha yeah they are cute! :P I like rawrsaurus LOL
Got bored with that avi fast though, thought i'd dress up for easter :D
And yes he does do that, and has recently. But i've stuck to my guns. Because even though i care about him still, i know it's not meant to be. And i know he's never going to change. He just wants me because there's no one else to pass the time with. LOL that is soo true! Hahaha well i will keep that in mind :).
Awww how cute, makes you so clucky lol. I have 3 nephews and 1 niece. My sister has got 2 boys and a girl and my younger brother has got a son who is 3 and a half months old. Also my cousins kids who i was pretty much brought up with and count as a sister has got 3 girls and 2 boys who i count as my nieces and nephews. The youngest is 2 weeks and i'm his godmother :). I hope that's her last xDD. I can't wait to have my own. How about you??
You know i so agree with you. I mean sometimes you get angry and break something, but you don't throw everything away. But what can i expect from him, he's so childish. He knew that would get a rise outta me.
I agree, and i even told him that. Cause he tryed to say that by me contacting him - i was the one signaling that i wanted a second chance. He didn't get that i emailed him coz i was distraught he sent those back to me. Fucken moron lol.
Ahh frek i had a reply written out and then we have a power surge lol. Lovely xD.
Anyhow, yeah that's very true. It's how he talked himself up so much, and made me believe in him that really is the icing on the cake. Because it was all one big lie ...
It certainly does play with your mind, and i don't think he gets it. Like exactly what he's done, the playing with my mind and lying to me, and then playing with those other womans minds too. Ya know they were just looking for love, like the rest of us, like me. What right does he have to do that to them ya know?
It's going to take some time to get use to being alone, but at least i can use this time to do the things that i want too before i'm back in that headspace and feel happy enough to love someone again. Because in all honesty, nobody deserves to have baggage from a previous relationship. And i think that's what happened with craig and i, i just rushed to fast into another relationship. Even though zane and i were over long before we broke up. I just think i was too desperate. So next time i'm not going to do the chasing, i'm just gonna let it come to me. I mean if it's meant to happen for me it will lol.