Mom came home... They're giving her full anestehzy... But her heart. Oh God.
Seriously, I will never be "oooh, it's getting better" again. It always turns out to o the opposite, in the end.
Just as mom went out of house to go to hospital, nurse called and said she must arrive to help to make grandma ready for another operation tomorrow. Apparently. the dead flesh has to be cut off... Again. What if it keeps dying and the wound doesn't heal until they say 'people can live with one leg, too'...
Oh God. I don't want to think. I must think positively and wait until mom comes home. Maybe I am blowing elephant out of a fly. Oh, please, let it be so.
I'm not living in an ordinary world. 'Cause I'm not your ordinary good girl.~ Emilie Autumn's "How Strange", Enchant.
Call me Cupcake, Cake, Princess, or cutie. I also respond to "Hugging Master", "Filthy and "You Bloody Plague Rat".
I'm ordinary in the world, shunned out by my classmates, so I hid in the darkness and discovered the the beauty there.
Although I'm not really a goth, I would like to be, except without all those piercings...
I love to read, write, role play, listen to music, anything that can distract me from myself. I may be cute and preppy but I'm twisted, and very manipulative.
Funny, I still get what I want.
Location
Under the bed, in the room, in the wall in the house.
Interests
Music, books, writing, sleeping
Occupation
Procrastinator, writer, and all around dreamer~
Signature
I'm not another victim, but I'll always be your wingless faerie~
Current Quest: HARPY
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