I am trying. Truly. I have students here and now that want my attention and desire to have my focus on their learning and helping them improve. My world revolves around them for most of my day (despite the side trips to Menewsha and my spiritual blog I keep updated) so it would be beneficial for them if I my focus wasn't drama filled with worries of what some idiot up north may or may not do.
It is something... I haven't even told my family that I am really uncertain about what will happen in the next day, week, month... I keep pointing out to them all the reasons why things are fine and no one should be worried. Just because I say there is no reason to worry doesn't mean I don't worry... but they haven't caught on to that yet.
Which is why I am being open with you. Letting you know how I really feel... not trying to cover up that under news articles and logic. You listen and don't demand that I return home. No one who knows me very well is here to see me. They are all back in the states. The newbies have only been here a month... the guys haven't, and most likely won't, say anything.
Those are adorable! It hurts only me to hide... saves others drama, stress, and the worry of how to help me. Seriously, when I am not smiling, people get pretty concerned.
I said he had a few pieces hanging on the walls in the house. Even though he doesn't like showing the paintings off, you'd think he'd hang some up in his place where he doesn't think people will see, right?
I still lurk, as of May 2022. Don't think I'm gone.
Find me on Discord if you wish, but please begin a conversation before sending more than a private message: Vinn#4378
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Elsewhere.
Interests
Annoying the hell out of literally everyone I come into contact with. It's a living.
Occupation
I work outside a lot.
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