Same. ><
And yeah, two people that are super shy and want to get together have problems. I usually just have to go "LOOK. I like you." And then I run. :lol: Not really, but running is what I want to do.
I'm usually even afraid to tell someone that I like them because of that. Because I think that they'll make me feel stupid if they don't feel the same way. :oops:
So sometimes it takes me a while to work up the courage to get my feelings out in the open.
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Yeah, things like that are what I mean...its emotionally damaging.
I have the same problem with trust, it takes a lot for me to trust someone. If I like someone, it starts getting hard to tell them things, because I either think that they'll use it against me or that something I say will scare them off. :(
It really makes you feel bad. :(
I can understand like...the fact that things happen. Humans are only human.
What really bothered me was how the issue was treated. It was flat out denial at first, but I didn't believe him, because his own mother clued me in. Then it was like "Oh well, its just you, so who cares?" Okay, um what? Its just me? So obviously I mean nothing? Its not that he actually did it, its that he acted like a bastard to me after I found out.
Its happened to me twice. The guy I was engaged to cheated on me and was abusive. I never have understood that one. I'm a good girlfriend. I really try anyway. I don't get why he did the things he did.
My last relationship like that was rather complicated and it just fell apart. It wasn't the long-distance thing that did us in though. It was the fact that I just got sick of lies and excuses, and my composure broke, and I flipped out. So we got in a big fight, and it ended.
I'm a nerd. I don't really care who knows it. I play rpg's and video games, and I read fantasy and sci-fi books constantly. I'm happy that way. So it's cool. :)
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