Luna_Starburst's Profile

have you ever met sumone and rite away you knw u love them??wel i have and its such a deep level of loving and being its amazing!

so lately ive been emailing my stepdad and my family living withhim. its going good i get 1 email a day jst abt lol kinda like twilight lol

As i said here is the blog about my mom and our last moment. The friday before Halloween last year is the beining of this tale(this is not a stroy for those with soft hearts). At some point in the early morning of Friday my mom suddenly couldnt breath and so went to my stepdad and mimiced that she couldnt he procceded to give her CPR. She passed for about 5 mintues as we waited for the EMTs to come they were able to bring her back and get her breathing with help. Once at the hospital they broke up a clot in her lung which sent some of it to her brain(not their fault). That was friday saturday was not eventful just her on a breathing machine and us there with her. Sunday which was the first of November and her last day with us was the most eventful. The doctors said she wasnt going to come to her brain was dead only keeping her heart going and her lungs barely moving. So we let her go but before we could take her off the breathing machine she started to leave on her own. So they took her off the machine and me,my grandma(her mom, her sister(my aunt), and my cousin where there with her. I held her hand the whole time she was slowly fading.At the last second of her life i felt her squezze my hand (everyone keeps saying that its wasnt her just the bodys muscles tensing and losing) but that is the moment i will always carry with me as it was our last moment and the most meaningful one. She was saying bye to me and that it will be ok and that she was going to be free of the pain of her back and other problems.
Well thats my moment with my mom and i told you it so please teasure each moment with your family you never know what can happen. always say you love them and even if ur mad at them forgive ull miss them and wish u had if they leave

Here is the first of many blogs ill privilage you lovely people to lol. well this is just to give you some information about me and my character, always nice to know what your dealing with.
well ill start with me the name is Sam u can guess what its short for haha :P im 19 and last november i lost my mom so if i get dark dnt worry as im still dealing with it as i was close to her and was with her the when she passed (ill blog about that moment as its special but also sad) im young in age but old in mind but i love fun
Now lets get to Luna. She is a lover but she will fight and protect for what she thinks is hers(i also do that) and she is very artisitc like me and she is very in touch with nature . both of us are special in the way we have religion and some special things we can do ask and we will tell. well thats good for now :)