I'm sorry Crow-Sama....I don't know what to say about that exactly...not much to be said I guess. This stuff happens to people who are under alot of stress and not in a very good place to begin with.
I'm going through a bout of depression myself, to the point where I think I need to get put back on the antidepressants I was on earlier in the year...probaly shouldn't have gotten off of them in the first place.

I'll be back later :D

'Pokes the thread' hello..
I just had someone ask where to buy backgrounds. 'blinks' and explained it wasnt' a back ground but an equip to Nightmare tomes. sent a picture so they knew what i was talking about and wished them luck. but that WOULD be a cool idea. being able to BUY backgrounds for your avatar. and im just rambling forget it lol.

Hi Star^_^

Kultura-sama- It is harsh. Since I started working again I kept throwing myself into the ER... three times... to get pain meds... after the third time they did me a 'huge favor' and gave a 3 month out appointment with a primary care doctor when most appointments were 6 months out. She referred me to pain management and I'm about to have my fourth? once a month meeting with her and all I have under my belt is the general orientation, they won't help me until January... and because of some trauma that happened around this time last year I'm extra on edge. Way to make somebody who's already in chronic pain and mental distress suffer more by making them wait and having them spend them dehumanized and spend the night in a closet sized room with a bolted down bed. Thankfully they've never had to use restraints on me, I'm too well behaved for that and by the time I do see the actual 'psychiatrist' after the bullshit I'm usually ready to go home but he still wanted me to spend the night 'for observation' and to make SURE that I got the phone call in to that department in the morning as the condition of my release so to speak.
Naoto-chan- It's a good thing my testicular fortitude is above average, because I do get kicked there by life quite a bit.
Tana-chan- Which anti-depressants are/were you on, and did you come down stepwise or just stop taking them? It can make a huge difference.

Crow-sama:As do I, I can't get a job due to some of my mental issues which means disability is the next step, my school is thinking about kicking me out, I have to see my psycologist 3 times a week instead of twice now, and I'm having love issue I just want to crawl into a hole sometimes and never come back out!!!!

I was on Zoloft 100mg....but when I stopped taking them I was fine...but I've always had bouts of depression. I still think I need to get back on them.

Hi again everyone...

Alright I'm back :D

Naoto: Love is a load of bull anyways. Don't let it get you down.

All of this "chan" and "sama" crap is annoying/confusing. Flink has no idea who you guys are talking to when you shorten someone's name and add "chan." She starts actually looking for that screenname.

@Fink: Lol, it can be but I suppose when you're around people a lot you get used to it. As for Love...Mine is going well :p Not all of it is bad!

'Pounces' Now to work on getting a cloak XD

YAY!! I like the outfit so far star!!

Sorry Flink >< and yeah I know love is crap...hint why I have a phobia of love*sighs*

@Nao: D: Phobia of love? Why?!

It's japanese Honorific. Sama is for someone who is either older or like a teacher, who you want to respect, while Chan is used for someone of the same age I think....I know that they're honoroifcs.....it's a bit like saying sir and ma'am.

Hi everyone.

Angel: Hello there! :) How're you doing tonight?

That's a question with a loaded answer...:(

Hey Angel......and I gotta stop using freakin smiley faces, perhaps try to actually use my brain to make conversations. I hardly talk to anyone in the real world, and I need to get back on the anti depressants I was on before. I feel fat, I've never liked the way I looked, I hate being alone and yet I don't go looking for people to hand around with.

Angel: D: Oh no! I hope things are alright. If they aren't well I hope they get better. It's no fun being downed and certainly doesn't help when you're trying to enjoy yourself. Y'know?

Tana: *hugs* Join the club, Tana...:(

My parents got divorced last year, I dumped one guy who decided to play wow more often than wanting to spend time with me. I got dumped recently because the guy wanted me to hate him instead of miss him. *Sighs* I'm tired of this crap tacular life, but I'm not about to off myself. I'm not that way. I just want something solid instead of the lonely existance I'm in.

@Tana: Things will change and will get better. My life was utter crap for the longest time but it steadily got better after I hit rock bottom. Life isn't perfect and things will happen but you just have to stay strong and fight through it.

I think I'm falling back down again...It's just disappointment after disappointment in my life right now and it's about to break me...

Angel: Well they say that what goes down must come up, right?